Mira. plain ol' jane. a year older every september 30th. for some reason, i love saying "Seriously". the label in my heart is "2pm". in love with music. better off being taller. :D

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8:47 PM

songs are not nice. song i like suited for NCC.[ im tired of waitin' ]

11:15 AM

i got a message from Alvina saying that we're suppose to be performing for Speech Day.
okay then. though they weren't really any practice.
so, on that day, i had to bring full-u and quickly change after sch.
our performance was actually the first part of the whole ceremony.
so, we kind of slacked outside the band room.
but hey, there was McD burgers. (one of the reasons i love band. haha.)
Syaf wanted me to go with her, together with some NCC guys, but in the end, i left her.
it wasn't my intention. (:
then we went back to the hall, & stand in rehatkan diri position.
being very disciplined, even when we're in rehatkan diri, our movements must be minimised.
so, i barely moved.
the ceremony was over.
i ran down the stairs, changed to my school-u, met Syaf where she forced me to it, after cikgu Marlina forced me to it.
i just look when Syaf actually begged Hafiz to go home with her. haha.
after a while, we did went home, after helping Shira, report to Mr Lim about her missing handphone, in which, in the end, we tried finding Mr Tan and end up talking to Mr Lee. yes, our principal.
it was a tiring day. & now, it's dark.[ im tired of waitin' ]

10:45 PM

so, today, Shira was telling us all about her dream. her weird dream. let me just say again. it's a very WEIRD dream. & when i say it's weird, it's WEIRD. super-duper WEIRD. ultra-super WEIRD. :D
the story revolves around a lighthouse in which a few stupid specific dumbies who were walking up, all the way to the top.
let me just say the names. they were; Syaf, Dhiyyah, Me, Shira, Khai, Ridz, Miq, Hafiz, Diko & Azlinda.
i wonder how they all got in her dream, but i shall move on.
let me warn you; it's meant to be a scary dream.
still at the beginning of the walk, the guys were so afraid, then they, one by one, went behind Shira, until it was all the girls in front, & guys at the back.
Linda said "penakot sey lelaki. tak gune betol."
as though it was like every day in school life, Diko argued back.
so, we all left Diko & Lin downstairs screaming at each other, while we moved up.
so, we were just going up, when suddenly Dhiyyah saw a light on top. she was like saying "aper tu sey? korang nampak tak?"
Hafiz started screaming very much like a girl. Khai hands were on his mouth. you know, the 'scared' look. like as if you were biting your fingernails. Hafiz said like "oi, dah la. tak payah pergi. aku dah takot ni."
but we persisted on. something-something happened along the way. then Hafiz saw it again. he girl screamed again followed by me. (i'm really not trying to make a connection)
if you can imagine, the staircase is a winding staircase so we had to walk in a line.
Syaf was the first, followed by Shira, me, Dhiyyah, Khai, Ridz, Miq then Hafiz. if you can't rmbr, Diko & Linda are still downstairs; fighting. :D
something embarrased and jaw-dropping incident happened between Dhiyyah and a special-ed someone. i shan't say it.
she'll skin me alive. minced my meat. blend it. put it in a plastic bag and buried underground. and i, or should i say, parts of me, wouldn't be seen again.
kay, exaggerating. thanks to Syaf.
so we went into this room. everything was white. when we went in, we saw "Syaf". it wasn't Syaf because Syaf was right in front of us. that "Syaf" was in the room. the other end. she was saying that we shouldn't continue, & soon, we wouldn't have sufficient air. i began to sang "No Air". (-.-lll)
then suddenly she looked at us. and supposedly, she had red eyes and was crying out blood and her whole face started changing to that of a ______. (insert something scary)
we ran out of that room and rushed for the other room that was there. there, we saw Dhiyyah. then something embarrassing happened to me, which was so disgusting. should be rated NC16. not suitable for underaged children.
when we saw Dhiyyah, we just walked up to her, she said we should go.
suddenly, the supposedly real Dhiyyah came. we all looked at each other and we all darted down the stairs. Shira was still with Dhiyyah, the first Dhiyyah. or the second. i'm not sure. but for sure, it was only one Dhiyyah.
Shira, who was all by herself, rooted to the ground, came to her senses and rushed down. the rest of us were waiting for her. we dragged Diko and Linda out who was obviously still fighting.
we ran like god-knows-what is chasing us. everyone except Shira.
she asked "maner Dhiyyah?"
so the scene is focused on her. then suddenly, Dhiyyah was behind her and said "lari la!"
they ran together. but suddenly Dhiyyah just disappeared.
the mystery was, who was the Dhiyyah that last talked to Shira? was the real Dhiyyah actually was left at the top? or was the real Dhiyyah was abducted just like that moments after talking to Shira?
too bad, there's no continuation. it was time for Shira to go to sch.
interesting right? (rhetorical question)
i know it is. :D[ im tired of waitin' ]

8:14 PM

"I see you all the time,
Never see you smile,
I try to picture what’s going on in your mind,
He leaves you every night by yourself,
He took your love,
& put it on the shelf,
He doesn’t really care…
How you feel...
You should be moving on girl what’s the deal?
I wana see you out that door...

Cause girl you know your worth much more,
So baby tell me why…
You stick around,
Always lonely and you only wear a frown,
He don’t treat you good
& you know,
The only thing left is for you to go,
You shouldn’t live a lie with someone,
When deep inside you know he ain’t the one,
I don’t know what to say no more,
I wana see you out that door..

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri,
I really don’t wanna see u cry,
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don’t take it to heart),
Don’t wana see another tear in your eye,
Baby break away,
Let him go,
I don’t know he’s done to you,
But I know that its time to move on,
Girl your love blind.

Girl I understand,
That you’re scared,
& you feel that you might never love again,
But baby that ain’t true,
No no no,
I know that there some there for you,
Someone that will see,
That you are worth,
An undiscovered treasure on this earth,
Girl you know your worth so much more,
Wanna see you out that door..

*chorus

Girl, your love is blind."

'kay, so according to Shira, this song suited me.
uhh, no comments.
she can't stop singing it to me.
so, people, who knows what my "love" life WAS like, please comment, y'all!

PEACE OUT. :D[ im tired of waitin' ]

5:10 PM

nice picture, right? haha. me & my heart partner. :D
i LOVE today la. it was damn fun uhh! :DD

Sunday;

i met Azlinda at Clementi MRT. you want to know why? even if you don't want to know, i'd still tell you anyways. :D we're going to Shahirah's jemputan. not that she's getting married, but her cousin is. supposedly, she told a lot about us to her relatives or so.

so, YES, before mass dance, we actually had time to go to a wedding ceremony. like as if it was so uncommon, Shahirah was late, AGAIN. we got to know that she hasn't even get out of that place to come and fetch us. ugh. we roamed around and found a playground.

since, we ARE young, we played. see what will i resort during boredom? to play at a playground and bump into those more little kids. haha, just kidding about the bumping.
took some pictures too! some of them are here;






after some time, Shahirah said she can't fetch us, cause her parents were nowhere to be seen. so we had to go to some foreign place, for a wedding, of someone we don't know, ALONE; only the two of us. (:

as we didn't know where the interchange was, we went to a bus stop. waiting for the bus to come, Azlinda went to look for some magazines which was barely 2m away. we walked & walked, and realised we missed the bus stop. not the bus, but the bus stop. it's a wonder how we can missed such a big place, when we JUST walking. so we walked back 10 steps. our bus came, and we boarded it. but anyway, it was just 1 stop away and i can't believe it was that close. so at the bus stand, waiting for the right bus to come, an auntie asked if we know how to get to BLK 714 and we said we didn't know. i called Shahirah, and got to know that the block we're heading to IS blk 714. ((: so embarrassed to face her. haha.

so we counted the bus stops, and manage to stop at the right place, despite Shahirah's wrong counting. saw 3 small people, which were Shahirah and her two cousins, Nana & Yaya, so we followed them..

the food was AWESOME. LOVE it!

then we went to a playground, a different one this time, and played AGAIN. never could i feel more childish that day.

one unexpected thing took place there! you guys don't know what right? want to know?

of course you want la, so this was what happened. we KARAOKE-d. :DD like, wth? the song is: My Heart! ((: haha. me & Azlinda sang the girl part while Shahirah and her cousin, Nana sang the guy part. since Shahirah was so popular, her makcik-s and pakcik-s were all right up in front. wow, damn stress. so many fans! haha, lol. perasan. we have this saying "kalau perasan sikit-sikit, takpe la." :D

when it was our turn, the announcer was saying "Adik Amirah, Adik Azlinda, Adik Shira dan Adik Nana akan menyanyikan lagu My Heart seterusnya." and he repeated it like 3 times. paiseyh-ed. i felt little. he even mentioned, "mereka akan ke sekolah lepas ini, jadi mereka akan bernyanyi dulu." find it redundant to tell.

pictures there;

so we sang, then finally went to school. okay, then we went to school. we were quite late, i think. the mass dance started at like 3? 700 people. wow! :DD
from the starting since we entered school, Azlinda has been spraying water at me. so almost the whole day, i was water-sprayed. my hair was dripping wet. while sitting down at the basketball court, didn't know what overcome Azlinda and Shahirah, they suddenly became lesbians. like, eww. haha, lol. but really, they actually touch my hand in that kind of way, okay, no more elaboration, i feel disgusted right now. haha. it was obviously meant to be a joke. but i felt really "eww-ed" because guys were obviously present. ha.

so we started the dance, around 3, and it was real fun! at certain times, me & Azlinda made the sounds, cause we're "enthu" people. we smiled, laughed all the way. "circle, circle, whoo!", "circle, circle, whoo!", "sway..", "sway...", "turn to the side." :D

but indian dance is the best part. we would always teased Dhiyyah about it. haha. mainly because she "love" indian dance, especially at C.A.P. lol, haha. teased about he-who-must-not-be-named too! (:
finally finished the dance, after like one hour. did some filming. in the HOT, HOT ,SUN.

then we had to throw our caps, and the first take, it was okay. landed nicely. but the second take, my cap was accidentally thrown out of target, and it almost hit this person la. since, he was looking the other way, i quietly took the cap that was on the grass, praying that he wouldn't turn. & i don't think he knew. :D

gosh, i love today. :DD (& it's not because of my mass dance position, 'kay?)

picture;
cute right? :DD


























[ im tired of waitin' ]

10:36 PM

today, i'm not exactly late, but can be considered quite late, depending on how one would think the definition of late is. (: i choose to think i'm not late.
so, coincidentally, i met up with Shira, but only in sch. waited for her to clock-in, talked about the art book, yadayadayada.
i thought everyone went already, then i was praying i would never meet (he-or-she-who-must-not-be-named). in the end, maybe i was such a "bad" girl, that my prayers wasn't accepted. met the whole gang in the last flight of stairs. when i saw them, Shira started clearing her throat, and whatnot. all the obvious things you could think of. moving to the side, she pushed me inwards such that i almost fell. idiot. haha, just kidding, should you read my blog. :D
nothing much went on.
first period was Physics, wasn't that bad. followed by History, which i LOVE so much. this time, i'm not being my sarcastic self. let me tell you; i LLOOOOOOVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEE History.
the teacher was quite fun, cause she always have some stories, hilarious ones, she'd shared.
this time was something about why woman should marry man.
ha, i agree. no offence. the next period after recess was HMT, so we went to class and so that Cikgu Teoh brought her laptop, which meant that she was going to show us pics from C.A.P [creative arts programme], after much irritation from Shira.
don't know why, but i have mixed feelings about wanting to watch them. it's i love it, but somehow, i hate it. but the lighting in the class was quite bad, that the pictures can't be seen.
i saw nothing but she said it was Hafiz & Haziq. she then changed to the girls' performance of Indian Dance. so there was this part, where only the Malays would come in front. then the guys, being guys AGAIN, was so impatient, they were like saying "tak nampak diorang ahh."
if you don't understand what it means, they were implying that we're dark. =.=lll but we watched only a few seconds then proceed on to arranging file and planned to watch it on another day. i gave Cikgu Teoh my share of pics of CAP in which she upload to her comp.
after that Maths, just another typical lesson. then i realised i didn't bring my HOMEC book, so i HAD to run back home, and come back, just in time NOT to be late for the dance. it was rather fun. me & Syaf were busy imitating a few someones. as always, we teased Dhiyyah about the indian dance which we say she love. should see her expression.
after that, we went to the library, by foot, all the way from sch, to get some exercise. :D we're healthy students. we were sharing experiences in our lives, in which i interrogate Syaf a lot. until Khalid came. ugh, after shoo-ing him away, he still won't, so me & Syaf used nicknames. we gave the guys, girl names, and Khalid actually thought they were girls. gosh. Syaf started teasing him casually saying like Khalid's not straight and all, liking a guy. and i joined in.
after much GIRL talking, we went home.

yea, that's about it.[ im tired of waitin' ]

4:50 PM

just waiting for the time to go by.
i'm at the "best" tessellation workshop.
with the "alive" tessellation teacher.
waiting for the "fast" time to go by.

ugh.[ im tired of waitin' ]

7:01 PM

p.s i haven't finish the post during creative arts programme. :D[ im tired of waitin' ]

6:04 PM

right, so it's been quite a long time since i blogged.
because i'm purely LAZY. i can recall incidents but i can't remember the dates though.
so on THIS day, i was said to have a special bonding or smth with Foz. uhm, so guys, yea, there were ALL COINCIDENTAL.
so, i had these feeling that somebody was going to come to the canteen, and i merely said it to my clique.
Syaf began looking around [wonder who was she finding], & then she started laughing. Shira turned around too, and she laughed too.
as it was a daily routine, i was left with a blank face, what has happened over my already crazy friends.
kener rasuk kot. :D
i asked if it was **** then they said it was Zorro.
i was like damn shocked and i was literally staring at them. i didn't bother to look though.
so that's what the call "bonding".
probably, that word is too strong.
i prefer "coincidence".
on another occassion, during recess, i was cornered by my clique plus Amalina. childish as we may sound, we play this game called "snap twist". as we all grew so CLOSE together, in the years we were in school, two or more of us will say the same thing, at the same time. you just snap your fingers and you hit that person. don't try this game, is very tiring.
especially, with Syaf. jangan marah.
so i thought me & Syaf said the same thing, so we paused and looked at each other.
then we realised, we wasn't so we both said "tak, tak." and that was when we snap twist.
i hit her, but i forgot there was a new rule.
since we're very good girls, and how we respected food, no snap-twisting allowed while there's food on the table. so Syaf would get to hit me once and i can't avoid it. i think there was a time, when Dhiyyah and Shira have to snap twist.
then me & Syaf both asked them to Snap Twist.
so, yea, we had another try, since there's still food on the table. after what seems like a looooonnnnnnngggggg recess, these was the amount of snap twists that i owe.
Syaf = 4, Shira = 2, Dhiyyah = 1, Divya =1.
so they already made an alliance to hit me. i was the last to put my plate back. so i started running, and they were all eye-ing on me.
i was wondering why the bell hasn't rang. so i was like all alone on the hockey pitch, and i had these fierce looking minahs(exluding Dhiyyah), who were like walking towards me in a line. since i was already the smaller in size, except with Shira (rejoicing), i was like running like a little small girl. they were getting nearer and nearer, and i can't run anymore.
i was CORNERED.
then they all started hitting me. nobody saw, i think. (this is a lie. everyone saw.) finally, i survived.
LITTLE MISS STRONG. haha.
Hmpf. :P

there was this day, should be the same day as the "bonding" day, when we had to do some running from Mr *****.
cause we haven't finish hw.
we wanted to go to upper sec canteen, but our bags were in lower sec, and Mr ***** was there. and he was facing our bags.
so we sneaked up, and took our bags, one by one, casting occasional glance on him. (praying like hell, he won't notice us.) we tiptoed, not making any sounds, and we run in a straight file, taking turns to look. we must have look like criminals. [not me. i'm INNOCENT. (: ]

oh wait, i realised all these happen on the same day. :D



so we had a bazaar, last Friday. i still rmbr the preparations i had to make with Shira on the days before, Sunday. it was a last minute plan.
we decided to go to my grandmother's house to make the curry puffs, in HOUGANG.
after much chitty-chatty, i went to Boon Lay, and met Shira there. from far, i could see a small little girl wearing scarf, struggling to carrying a bag which looks like it contained bomb. and she was with her younger brother.
he gave me the other bag, and we were on our way to interchange.
we were wondering why it took so long to cross the road, then i stupidly realised that we didn't press that thing that we're suppose to press. so all the cars on the road, were like looking at us. we were those small little girls, carrying bags of bombs. [i don't mean it literally.]
i mean the ingredients. we talked a lot on the way, and i mean it. A LOT.
i had to settle the love problem Shira had, AGAIN. and i got involve with the whole thing. like wth. it was DIFFICULT to handle that possessive guy.
i didn't want to but in the end i told every single detail about my own 'love' story, which never unfold with *****. can't believe i cried while smsing him all those stuffs.
i obviously didn't tell him the identity or even my own name. i managed to make him let Shira go, but he created other problems soonafter. at last, i think he understand me, and he "let her go". gosh, i'm good. (self praising is an international disgrace. :D )
enough bout that, after sending the ingredients, went back cck, eat at McD, i reached home at around 9.30. so we took back the currypuffs on Thursday, and the next morning, Syafiqah came my house to help me cook. i started cooking at 6am.
thought it was quite okay. and as expected, obviously Shira came damn early!
she was 1hr 30mins LATE! [i'm so proud of you. at least it didn't break your previous record].
in the end, we were all late to school, and we still haven't finish cooking the currypuffs. my mom had to send them later. i thought i could rest, then, i get to know, my class didn't buy the carrier bags. i had to run and call my mother to bring them. then i was stressed, cause my class make it seem like i was the one at fault, until i shouted a bit, but at Shira. lol, sorry. it wasn't meant for you. after everything, went to watch BPian Idol, then my mom called, when it just started. i ran to the gate with Syaf.
and saw my mom, with another mom who said that her daughter/son was involved in the making of brownie in 206.
wonder who that is.
but anyway, ran back to the canteen, gave them, managing to say some things in between the gasp, then went back hall to watch. cheered & cheered.
found myself singing to some songs.
at this song, which i won't mention, i was building castles in the air.
i didn't notice, until Shira nudged me cause she notice that the song suited my life and that point of time.
"when you say nothing at all."
shoo, you irritating memories!
after the performances, i walked around, put henna on my hand, then spent on a few items to finish off the coupons.. etc..

that's it.

then we went to eat at Teck Whye, then went back for mass dance.
it was quite fun. but i hate the malay guys, minus Asyraf, from our class.
when are they ever going to understand that we're not b*tches?
we never were.
you guys never understood us in the first place.
i mean what give you the right to label us that way?
have you ever tried to know us further?
did we ever do anything wrong?
we NEVER talked about you guys in a negative way, but you always did.
is it difficult to just be friends?
we tried to, but you guys just don't bother.
those who you say aren't b*tches, they were.
when we, never did anything, you say we are.
wth is that?
you guys find it a joy to find the badness in someone, like you're so perfect. it goes to you, D***.

it's nice, ain't it?
to call us names when you don't know the exact reason why you do that?
you think we like being called those things?
we're not who you think we are, cause you never want to know further.
we tried so hard, to make things okay, but you guys, being guys, with such HUGE, ULTRA-BIG EGO, won't ever understand right?
all right, other than that, my clique & i walked home, talking about different topics, and laughing like mad women. (minus me.) :D[ im tired of waitin' ]