Mira. plain ol' jane. a year older every september 30th. for some reason, i love saying "Seriously". the label in my heart is "2pm". in love with music. better off being taller. :D

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9:22 PM

band practice again, today.
woke up, then got a call from Khalid.
he asked to accompany him while he get his haircut done.
i suddenly felt like a mother.
-_-
haha.
but, of course, in the end, he didn't have his haircut.
so, went to sch earlier, met up with Alvina.
we noticed that the canteen was called "LOGILL Cafeteria".
wonder where the "N" & "H" went.
we toured around the sch like we never toured before.
well, we didn't.
i'm officially done of being pushed around by Alvina & Khalid.
so irritating couple. oops, i said COUPLE. haha.
i wished i convinced Alvina to open that door, so i can push her inside & lock her up.
let Khalid's heart crushed so i'll be successful in forbidding their.. forbidden love.
haha.
doesn't even make sense.

we learnt a few songs today.
practiced "Land of 1000 Dances" which i think, is QUITE boring.
had more fun in "Bring Me To Life" though i can't deny it's more tricky.
it definitely sounds a lot easier when Evanescense sang it.

The. Room. Was. Too. Small. And. Stuffy. For. The. WHOLE!. Band.
quote from Khalid. haha.
there was more pressure to play louder.
after a while, we had to go outdoor.
Alvina was busy hypnotising herself, "i'm feeling very cold.. the weather is very cold.. i'm freezing.."
& i was saying "oh my god. it's super hot. even Superman can't stand in here. i'm melting luh."
she scolded me for interrupting her hypnotism. haha. yay me!
went through the songs.
& i was terribly tired after that.
when Alvina made a lame joke, i just stared at her and said, "i'm too tired to laugh" then i started laughing. then she stared. haha.
bersurai-ed, & we went KFC again. with Cindy.
& we were obviously making so much noises.
aiyohhh.
Alvina just can't stop laughing.
she said she laughed cause everytime i said i'm too tired too laugh, i'll still laugh. LOL.
i asked Khalid to help me buy my favourite "Fried Mars Balls" & he said "what? Fried Balls from Mars?"
LOL.
& he actually said that to the person.
haha.
can't stop laughing.

i'm laughing just by writing this post. lol.
aight people, BYE!
i'll update about the rest.[ im tired of waitin' ]

8:57 PM

'kay, so today had band practice.
decided to come earlier since Khalid said he needed help to help Alvina. haha.
i taught her how to figure out the 12 scales, while i redo mine. & Khalid happily went off to do his duty.
Alvina is super irritating. I-R-R-I-T-A-T-I-N-G.
i'm so irritated by her, i want to spell the word out. lol.

Alvina; did your voice change or it's been so long since i met you?
me; confirm it's been so long since you met me.
Alvina (to Khalid) ; her voice got change right?
Khalid; yeahh, her voice like became sexier.

LOL. what's with "sexier"? haha.

Daniel's funny, as per usual.
i struggled through my "solo" part, as per usual.
Cindy tried very hard to play the "solo" part too, as per usual.
& my shirt got Alvina germs all over it, AS PER USUAL.
she loooooooove to clean her sweaty palms on people.
aiyohhh.

& i got to know the canteen name is Longhill Cafeteria.
how did they even get the name? why they chose it?
i know the translation is Bukit Panjang but, the name is so.. nevermind.
rofl.
Alvina was saying that they should call it "THE Canteen"
And they should bold, underline, caps and colour the "THE".

"Heys, it's recess! Let's go to THE canteen!"
"Which canteen?"
"THE canteen!"

See! How cool would that be?
haha, i think it actually is better.
after waiting for ages for Khalid, me & Alvina went to KFC with him.
i think they take turns to make my life as miserable as it could be.
grrr. lol.
Khalid took the same meal as me, & i think my smiling muscles ache so much that i should just frown my entire life. haha.
we laughed about almost everything.
tsk tsk tsk.
see what an Alvina can do to you.
i laughed so much, i cried. HAHA.
i forgot what we laughed about though. -_-
ha.

went home. very tireddd.[ im tired of waitin' ]

10:35 PM

[ im tired of waitin' ]

12:29 PM

on a holiday. better miss me. haha.
will update soon. (:[ im tired of waitin' ]

11:45 PM

HAPPY 14TH B'DAY, FUZZY!
i mean, Fazri.
lol.
you're FINALLY fourteen,
may all your dreams & wishes come true eh?
& sorry i didn't tell who i like the other time,
really sorry. haha.

'kay.

bye people.[ im tired of waitin' ]

2:39 PM

hello!

haha. okay, nothing funny. lol.

so, i watched this indon movie on Saturday.
it's called "Cinta Pada Pandangan Kedua."

it revolves around two sisters, the older one, Meyla who have a pacar, Gilang that loves her a lot. she, on the other hand, is like using him.
she ask him to pay for almost everything.
she's very sexy, all grown up, so different to that of her younger sister, Mawar, who's sweet natured, cute & very shy who follows everywhere Meyla goes.
she adores Gilang, but not to the extent of wanting him.
he was super sweet la!
on the way home, Meyla was sleeping.
Mawar wanted to wake her up, but Gilang didn't let her to saying to let her rest.


then he carry her la! haiyoh, so sweet luh. haha.
Gilang needed to show his choice to be his wife, to his mother, but Meyla wasn't ready.
so, Meyla said that Mawar will accompany him to meet his mother.
they had an artist paint their picture for his mother to see.
as she needed to dress up, Gilang grew attracted to her, as she looked very sweet.
when his mother saw them, she quickly assumed that Mawar was Meyla.
she wanted to explain, but Gilang ask her to play along.
he postponed on giving the gift, which is the picture of him & Meyla.
seeing how close his mother grew towards Mawar, he can't explain what really happened, cause he doesn't want to disappoint.


he got attracted to her since then.
she fell asleep in the car, & doing the same thing he did, he carried her to the bed, where her sister was too.
then, they made a portrait of them together, which they would give to his mother.
Meyla got to know that his mother was coming, but Gilang explained that his mother actually thought Mawar was Meyla.
though furious at first, she let it go.
when his mother came, as expected, recognised Mawar as Meyla, which she really like to be her daughter in law.
but got a different view of Meyla, whom she thought as Mawar, as she wore revealing clothes.
while eating lunch, his mother expressed her feelings on how she like Mawar & how she doesn't like girls who wear revealing clothes, shop like there was no stop, all of which Meyla was.
she just left the table.
the next day, Meyla had a photo shoot, & she found out Mawar was missing.
she & Gilang was with each other, where he expressed how he felt about her.
she ran away, saying it wasn't right.
then he caught up with her & said "pandang mata gue that kata loe nggak cinta sama gue."
"loe tipukan?" then he hugs her.
S-W-E-E-T!

but Meyla saw it, & slapped Gilang.
she then grab Mawar away.
she then explained that through her ways, she actually cared for Mawar.
"kakak nggak mau kamu pakai pakaian sexy karena kakak nggak mau orang melihat body kamu. kakak nggak benarkan kamu pacaran, karena kamu terlalu polos. kakak nggak mau kamu menjadi orang nggak bener, sebab itu kamu selalu kakak bawak. kakak nggak mau ketemu mamanya Gilang karena kakak belom siap tinggalkan kamu? semuanya karena kamu!"
such a good sister sey.
Gilang continued chasing the two of them, & he almost got hit by a car, but Mawar tried saving him as both got hurt.
when Mawar was conscious, she ran away, cause she didn't want her sister to give up her happiness just for her.
but Gilang managed to find her, at the place where he admitted his feelings towards her.
he then hugs her, in an effort to comfort her.
awwwwwww. sweet banget deh pokoknya!
Meyla saw it & she finally gave in, saying that Mawar "lebih pantes" with Gilang.
haha.
told ya i can't stand sweet stories.
*melts*
haha.

BYE![ im tired of waitin' ]

8:46 AM

YOOOOOOOO! (like there's no other start)

so.. ystrdy night, i watched an indon movie, as always.
haha. it's like, the story's so predictable, but it's so sweettttttttt! :D
ystrdy's was about a girl, who wasn't pretty, & guys didn't like her.
using a book as a guide, "Panduan Cinta" (love guide), she changed her personality & became attractive.
she began her plan in attracting a super C-U-T-E guy (LOL), & finally managed to win his heart over.
OH MY GOD LA.
his way is super duper S-W-E-E-T! haha.
first, he gave a CD outside the girl's house, which has a note that says "Putar Aku".
when she play it, it was from that guy.
& he was saying that, that's what he do, since he couldn't do it in real life.
he finally admitted he likes her;
"kedua, gue suka sama loe dan ketiga, buka pintu loe sekarang."
then she opened, & there he was.
standing so innocently, with the absolutely cute face! haha.
there were papers in his hand.
the first one "Mau jadi cewek gue gaaaaaaakkk...?" (would you want to be my girlfriend? XD)
she didn't give a response, then he flip to the next paper, "Mau dehhh pleaaassseee..?"
she just smiled, then he change to another paper, "Di jamin nggak nyesel lhoooo..."
he gave her another paper, & she wrote her answer.
YESSSSSSSSSSS!
okay, haha.
LOL, cute banget deh!
tak boleh angkat.
kener seret. HAHA.
but then, she met another guy, who was the leader of a motorbike gang, & one of them accidentally dirtied the girl's shirt.
using it as an excuse/revenge, she got close to the guy, & after THREE days, he asked if she wanted to be his pacar.
BODOH BANGET SIH JADI ORANG? udah punya cowok keren gitu, masih aja mau yang laen.
haha.
but finally, she was caught red-handed.
as in, her cute boyfriend, found her with that new boyfriend.
both admitting that they were her boyfriend, the CUTE boyfriend broke up with her.
while the other said that, he alrdy had a girlfriend anyway, & since they both knew it alrdy, that it doesn't matter and they still can be together. (wth?)
but she didn't want to, cause she loves that cute guy.
after getting the Panduan Cinta back, having to lose it, she quickly found the chapter "tangkap basah selingkuh" , hoping for tips.
but it was empty.
asking for help from her "housekeeper" (i think), she knew where the previous owner lived, the one who wrote the book.
she met her, where she explained why she wrote the book.
she asked, why didn't she write it?
then she answered that, even after thinking of it for so long, she still couldn't find the answer.
"karena, dalam Kamus Cinta itu tiada istilah selingkuh. Kamu harus terima kondisi cinta, baik burok, dengan apa adanya. Ya.. itu namanya cinta.."
so she finally realised, she could do nothing, but to say sorry.
when he finally wanted to listen to her, she explain herself, saying it was "iseng-iseng aja koq" that she had another pacar, but she still love him.
"karena ada seseorang yang selalu mendukung aku. dan itu, orang yang amat aku cintai, iaitu kamu. kamu yang selalu dukung aku. itu kamu."
"gue yakin loe tahu yang gue sakit hati banget, melihat loe dengan cowok lain. sampai hari ini, sakit hati ya masih ada. dan sampai perasaan ini hilang, gue nggak bisa bagi loe jawapannya."
:( haha.
he met up with the other guy, & got to know that he alrdy had a girlfriend, before he went with her.
"gue sebenernya, mau lepasin dia, karena, gue pikir, loe lebih baik daripada gue. tapi gue salah."
:DDDDDDD
the other guy, didn't seem to care.
so, the girl opened her door, & saw the CD there.
she played it, & he said that he did it again cause he can't talk to her face to face, that he still love her, but he's very heartbroken. so, he said, "lihat nanti aja deh."
she waited outside her house, for very long, waiting for him to come.
when she felt like giving up, he came.
using his same technique of using papers, he asked "Mau jadi pacarku lagi gaaakkk..?"
instead of giving an answer, she hugged him tightly.
he looks shock at first, then he hugs her back!
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
SO SWEETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT LAAAAAAAAAAAA.
haha.
shall maintain myself.
certain times, sometimes, no, most of the times, i'll admit, ALL THE TIME, i can't stand watching super sweet stories.
how i would feel if i was that girl?
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
but stories like that, don't come true.
there's no sweet guys left in this world.
LOL.
no offence. :D
i shan't stop watching the indon movies.
:DD

bye![ im tired of waitin' ]

7:25 PM

FAZRI!
sorry couldn't meet you ystrdy eh?
padehal, i said i would come. & i can do the housework myself la. don't need to help. haha.
firstly, it was raining, making me lazier to go out. haha. okay, lame excuse.
secondly, band training was quite tiring.
i think i cycled too much during the band outing, that even doing standard marching, my leg could get cramps. lol. ni ah, Khalid nak sangat cycling.

i was so out of breath during practice.
we only played the national anthem & school song though.
for the national anthem, there was 1st Cornet & 1st Trumpet, & Mr Daniel wanted both.
he chose only 3 to play the 1st Trumpet part.
3 is okay, since there's only 6 1st Trumpeteers, but that part that we play, is so imprtnt ah, as mentioned by Daniel.
ystrdy, only me & Cindy came. it's left with the two of us.
but hey, Mr Daniel said we did a good job, though at first, he didn't know we were the ones he chose to play it. yay us! haha.
he was blaming the horn section cause they didn't support us in playing that part.
"you're supposed to support the two of them. i can see their face go red alrdy."
i'm so dark, still can go red meh? haha.
another time, & the hornists still didn't do a good job but i thought it was okay.
"who's playing the 1st Trumpet?"
(me & Cindy raise up our hands)
"you guys got to play super duper turbo loud. imagine that if you don't play, the band will die or smth. (LOL?) & hornists, you got to help these damsels in distress la. this part need to be strong. it need to be heard cause you're the only ones playing it. the two of them can be heard. good stuff." LOL.
since then, people keep referring to me & Cindy as "damsel".
-_- haha. so lame sey.
throughout, i keep getting out of breath. so did Cindy. wah, need to train more le.
it was super tiring. there's no way we can't play, cause it's super obvious.
during break, Mr Daniel trained with us a bit. it helps la.
i got to improve on my breathing. like it's so difficult to learn how to breathe properly. haha.
suddenly, i'm reminded of my primary school band.
we got a silver, & somehow i felt it was because of me.
there were comments about the soloist, & i don't think it was that good.
it's like, i trained very hard just for that solo part, but on the SYF day, i could tell that i was shivering.
that's why i like being in this band. even if we got a silver, we know it's cause we did it together. i don't blame myself the way i used to.
LOVE YOU BAND! haha, so semangat.

so, Fazri, really sorry ah eh. but since you said, it's good that i didn't come cause of that certain reason, then okay ah. :D

(this post is so boring ah. haha.)

p/s i'm still very lazy to post about the band outing. haha.[ im tired of waitin' ]

7:05 PM

"When i fell while finding love,
Looked up & there you were.
& when the rain may fall,
I don't seem to care at all.."

part of the lyrics to my absolutely-not-nice,-what-the-heaven-i-compose song, Now & Then. (:
but how i wished, nothing ever happened.
i'm not blaming you for anything, cause i know, no matter what you said, it's YOU who's too good for me.
i won't lie that i wish it would last longer, but who am i kidding right?
last long with her, 'kay? (:
promise that i can forget you & things would just be the same again.
the way it should be. :D


p/s. i finish editing my post on jalan raya the other time. XD
p/p/s. will be posting about my band outing soon.[ im tired of waitin' ]

10:21 PM

yo people.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!

(i know it's belated. haha.)












[ im tired of waitin' ]

11:47 AM

hurt.

thanks Asyur, for listening to my crap, haha.
Khai, for trying to cheer me up. (:
Fazri, for not mentioning him & talked to me when i felt alone, even when you don't know anything. lol.
Ridzwan, for ALWAYS trying to make everything seem better.
ADAM, cause you said i should mention. haha. for making me feel better & saying you'd cry if i did. (:
Aishah, for never stopping to make me happier. :D
Syafiqah, for never being missing.
Azlinda, for helping me through.
Syafiq, for saying that there's something special in everyone. (:
Shahirah, for always being there for me.
"if you love smth, let it go.
if it come back, it's yours.
if it doesn't, it never was."
haha. Shira, right..

it's sad to know how much it hurts.
but there was no need to say sorry cause it's not your fault.
i was hurt because of my own feelings.
if i didn't have those feelings for you, this won't happen right? (:
& thanks for all the memories you gave.
but you should know, he isn't better than you.
you made me feel like i was someone special.
:D



(it's just a song i felt like playing. no connections.)


certain things are better left unsaid.
sorry i had to "lie". it was a reason, just not the main one.
it's not that i wasn't allowed to, just that, i didn't want to.
numbness really can't last very long, & it's true. i'll break down when my emotions rush back through.
& i don't want you to see it.
(:[ im tired of waitin' ]

12:49 AM

i met up with Syaf & Myra today.
we were supposed to do our homework in the library, but neither of us brought the books. haha.
too clever, i tell you.
the first place we went was, talking zone.
lol.
but we finally left there after sometime cause we can't stand that people kept on looking at us.
cantek sangat ke? lol.
so, we talked about many things, & i guess, Myra was quite irritated. haha.
cause we didn't include her.
nanti Ridz marah. OOPS! sengaje. lol.
haha.
we bought a scissors, then we went to a playground, i repeat, PLAYGROUND, to cut her hair.
HAHA. i went home first to pray since i was fasting, & it would be wasted if i didn't pray.
then, we met up again, & change to another place, just to keep talking. haha.
sorry eh Ridz, we called you JUST to ask if you were texting Syaf. lol, we were dying to know.
bet you were deaf when you hear us laugh that's so loud. haha.
& even if you say you weren't texting her, we won't believe. cause i alrdy said to Myra, the fact that you answer the call very fast, shows you were on your phone.
lol, & thanks for calling me a "smart ass" for that. LOL.

we played badminton soon after.
Myra, it wasn't my fault that my legs just can't seem to move kan?
haha.
i know you want to play with Ridz la.
& you terlepas cakap so many times la. LOL.
then, there's this two guys that kept on "pheeweet-ing" us.
nak maen pon tak senang.
so irritating la. but we didn't layan of course.
we got our own guys to think about.
LOL.
except me la..

then, it was raining.
but we & Myra continued playing.
in the HEAVY rain.
but it was super fun.
i like the rain, a lot.
everything feels so relax. like, there's nothing on your mind.
i would just look up & my mind would be blank.
haha.
Syaf opened her umbrella, & sempat cakap "Mira, nanti ternampak aper-aper baru tau. haha."
so i said, "huh?! pinjam jacket!"
then she said, "eh takde-takde. tak nampak aper-aper. lol."

then we still continued playing.
haha.
in the rain, of course.
& Syaf said she wanted to kick my stomach?
LOL.
thanks ah Myra, for saying that i could be a model. lol.

FUNNNNNN! (i really love the rain. haha.)[ im tired of waitin' ]

3:51 PM

Hitam bukan cirimu
Putih juga bukan cirimu
Jemu ku melihatmu
Tak bercahaya
Seperti memudar

Cinta aku mencinta
Kamu yang aku mau
Namun tak tepat waktu
Ku sudah jera dalam percintaan

Salam hangat untuk cintamu
Aku yang kandas dan patah hati
Biarlah orang memandang lama
Aku tak mau bercinta lagi

Engkau yang dulu pernah ku cinta
Namun terlanjur kau bersamanya
Dan ku terluka oleh cintanya
Kini kau hadir kusudah
Jera

Cinta aku mencinta
Kamu yang aku mau
Namun tak tepat waktu
Ku sudah jera dalam percintaan

Salam hangat untuk cintamu
Aku yang kandas dan patah hati
Biarlah orang memandang lama
Aku tak mau bercinta lagi

Engkau yang dulu pernah ku cinta
Namun terlanjur kau bersamanya
Dan ku terluka oleh cintanya
Kini kau hadir kusudah
Jera..[ im tired of waitin' ]

10:50 AM

[ im tired of waitin' ]

6:30 AM

We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you.

(but it would never come true)[ im tired of waitin' ]

3:49 PM

don't mind me.
tak ter-upload the pictures in Padang.
i'm current battling my lazyness disease. (:
editing ~[ im tired of waitin' ]