Mira. plain ol' jane. a year older every september 30th. for some reason, i love saying "Seriously". the label in my heart is "2pm". in love with music. better off being taller. :D

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6:37 PM

i've been seriously stressed up these few days.
i don't know how long i can take it.

i really have enough problems & i don't need you to add it on.
i was trying my best to accept your flaws, but you.. ?
i don't even want to talk about it.

i'm not emo, but i'm seriously going to break down soon.
why is this always happening to me?
i never would want anything.
i appreciate whatever i have, not asking for more.
cause what for you wish for something or even someone that just won't happen?
but it seems like everyone is leaving me.
everyone i thought was by my side.
how stupid i was to believe in all these.. lies?
goes to show how naive & vulnerable i can be?

for me, i would give everything else in this world just so to have friends, by my side.
you could have everything else, but what would it be without having anyone to share it with?
yes, they do become problems sometimes & you wish you don't have them, but have you ever thought that you have flaws too?
i can have bags, shoes, clothes, handphone, jewelleries, EVERYTHING, but friends would ALWAYS be more important.
but.. are they leaving too?

people asked me, why i have low self-esteem?
but hasn't it always been that way?
i've always been the invisible one, in everything.
& i don't mind that.
really.
but how to be confident when all your doubts are true?
whatever that you feel insecure about yourself?
i really think, it's not worth liking/loving me. even as a friend.
it's just.. not worth it. I'M not worth it.
because of that, i find it so hard to be comfortable with anyone.
well, i guess, that's my mistake.
maybe, that's why i keep losing them.
again Syaf said was true, it's hard to "be" with someone who just doesn't feel comfortable with you even how hard they tried. but i'm learning. even though, it might seem too late, but it's worth a try. (:
but i got to say, i'm having a happier time in secondary sch, because i wouldn't need to be anyone else but myself.
i got to see different views of life, that i never saw.

damn funny la Myra & Syaf tadi.
you all say those words but i absolutely didn't faham.
bukan aper ah, but that shows how innocent i am.
innocent not that kind of innocent, just y'know, never been that type to learn "vulgarities" term kan? haha.
so meeting on Tuesday, for malay dance choreography for Syaf's "sister" wedding.
yeahh, no sch, so fun! haha.
going to Bukit Batok CC is it? dk ah. finally, a day to "rest". haha.

malay dance was quite fun la kan.
Abang Am was damn funny.
he showed us "cheats", & told ask about how his group sabo-ed the girls, when they left their dance, & like how this girl danced when her rambot "terjatoh".
then me, Syaf & Kak Fazleen got to be the guys?
seriously, i couldn't stop laughing.
guys have to be charming la kan, so we have to look at the girls.
Abang Am said "perempuan sebenarnyer mentel, tapi tak tunjokkan".
so the girls have to look down, but must steal glances.
then he showed how, couldn't help but laugh.
he said, "kalau ni boyfriend awak, takkan tak nak tengokkan?"
-he shows how a girl dance then steal a glance & saying 'sial ah, handsome nyer.'-
haha.
he so funny la.
oh yeah, i got to know i'm XS or smth?
& the pants/skirt was too long for me, i have to fold.
haha.
then we went through the tarian, changed the steps a bit.
rested, then it seems like everyone forgot the new steps when we ran through again.
so, it's like, everyone turned, when we weren't suppose to, & i was like doing that pose, i was so paiseyh. haha.
Syaf got time to say while dancing, "tadi cumer kau je sey buat".
haha, true what you said.
maybe, just maybe, i can do it right, but no self-confidence so everything will be a mess even when i'm right. lol.
haha, what to do?
my life's like that.
& can everyone stop saying i have so many scandals?
really la, i have none lor.
haha.
i'm not even with anyone, so how can i have scandals?
& seriously, ME? SCANDALS?
don't match. haha.
Alvina & Syaf, the thousands of scandals you said, especially those in band, they're not even real la. is y'all make up oneeee!
walao. LOL.
i barely talk to guys lor.
-_- haha.




i know my life's imperfect, so there's really a lot you can hate about me. go ahead. make yourself happy. that's always what i've been trying to do. :D[ im tired of waitin' ]

9:05 PM

wednesday;
can't rmbr anything.
but i had band.
it was torturing.
haha.
we had sectionals, so yeahh.
Alvina & Cindy keep hitting me la kan?
-_-
on the same hand, somemore.
seriously, why people keep hitting me?
& Alvina keeps irritating me with "he's coming towards you".. & all.
-_-
Alvina, if you like him, don't cover up by using me.
HAHA. lol.

thursday;
all i rmbred is that we had sastera.
Cikgu Manaf, explained to us about.. sastera la kan.
duh, haha.
he was suddenly talking about love, & everyone started laughing.
"Saya tahu awak semua pasti sudah ada seseorang, tak perlu nak malu-malu."
LOL? haha. i just look down. LOL.
NOT THAT I HAVE SOMEONE AH, but just felt weird talking about it. HAHA.
he had to go, so we were left to do it.
before he left, he said that if anything happens, he'll blame Hafiz/Khai & Syaf.
haha, kesian.
so Allisa said "eh, kalau gituk, buat bising ah. aper lagi."
she was damn funneh can?
"rangkap ini memberikan makna yang bermakna.. -laughes hysterically-"
LOL.
tak leh angkat, kener seret. lol, lame.
Linda made my paper fly away?
haha.
idk what i said, but she said i sounded like a kid?
she was like telling everyone.
"aku nak buat macam maner Mira buat, tapi tak leh ah. terlalu budak kecik."
-_- haha.
we got to know today, that BPGHS is finally in Band 1 in Singapore.
more pressure to do better for studies.
ugh.
but hurray, for 1 day off! :D

Fazri, stop trying to make me feel so scared kan? tahulah malam Jumaat. -_-
haha, kind of felt hurt by that certain thing, the words that you said, but not your fault. :D

today;
History was funny as per usual.
too bad Alvina.
he likes you too much.
lol.
being the discipline master, Mr Tan of course have many stories to tell.
so he was saying that to make an inference, we need evidence to prove it.
he asked Dhiyyah "if a guy say "i love you" you can't accept right? must show proof. if he give diamond ring, you want?"
Dhiyyah; i think so.
LOL?
me & Syaf just hilariously laugh about it.
Mr Tan continued asking that question in several ways.
haha.
he said that if we don't do well for '0' levels, then we would only have half day off instead of 1 day compared to this year's results, people would throw rotten eggs at us. LOL.
had HMT later on, & it was okay.
talked to Dhiyyah a lot.
she hit me, but she said sorry cause she heard a sound when she hit me. haha.

PE was tiring.
we had to run 5 rounds around the sch.
i'm proud to say i didn't stop running.
yay me!
haha.
i sort of partnered with Atiqah, & she did stop, but i asked her not to.
of course i slowed down for her.
it would be very rude, if i leave her behind kan?
yeah, we beat guys?
probably this is the best achievement during PE, being the first two girls with Atiqah.
she called me her best running partner la. awww, so flattered.
haha. she was telling people, that she almost gave up, but i "motivate" her.
oh, wow.
lol.
played basketball.
& as expected, the ball hit my head. AGAIN.
seriously, am i that short that can't see where am i?
LOL.
i finally scored ONE. okay, just ONE, but it was okay kan?
haha.

then, RECESS.
so i avoided Aylwin & Jermaine (band seniors) cause they seem to always bully me, then idk how, i stepped on Jermaine's shoe.
i looked damn stupid la.
haha.
then he saw, go & pat my head like that.
i felt so small. haha.
Syaf; eeeeee, so cute sey.
we were not cute sey!

haha. really la. -_-
she, & maybe all my friends, especially Alvina, keeps saying that everything i do is sweet/cute.
as in, when me & someone else la.
not me, being cute. cause i'm not. happy to say that though. haha.

English was okay, i guess.
it start off damn funny, as usual, but someone, Ms Phua got a little bit angry.
i really don't blame her.
we have to buck up our attitude.

we have to meet Mr Ong, explained about that video camera, then me, Shira, Syaf & Dhiyyah went my house, to prepare for tarian/randai. we didn't know where Linda & Shalinah went. ):
i managed to watch Suci for a while.
Dennis so sweet! LOL.
we went for tarian, selepas sembahyang, & we noticed sec 1s were there too.
no offence, but if you come, you just seriously got to dance?
don't just sit around, slack, & just wasting our space?
when we were sec 1, we still had to learn.
we have to AGAIN, find the sec 3 guys.
Syaf & Shira didn't wear shoes, but i chose to wear my flats. haha.
without socks la, i'm not that rajin.
as expected, they were playing soccer.
-_-
they saw us, but buat bodoh ah.
we called Khalid, cause he was the nearest, since we were at 2nd floor, even he didn't do anything.
we told Cikgu Manaf, that because he said latest at 3, the guys went late.
walao, that's because you guys went sembahyang, not to play soccer.
grrr.
went back, start training.
i missed a few steps here & there, but sort of managed to catch up.
Abang Am worked on the details.
during the breaks, i played the piano, since it's alrdy in the room.
Khalid was there, so i just sit beside him la kan.
the guys + Syaf = super irritating.
Khai could even say "eh, put candle here."
-_-
then, Syaf took a picture!
haiyohhh.
& since i knew who Khalid likes, the guys sort of asked me who he likes when i was dancing. -_-
but i didn't tell la of course.
Syaf said she still kept a picture of me & Khalid "holding hands". BUT WE DIDN'T, it only LOOKED.
then Khai said "Khalid bising. Amirah bising."
then he off the switch to the piano.
like, 5 times or smth?
they continued asking Khalid who he likes, then Khai said "eh, tadi kau bilang kau suker Amirah kan?"
c'mon la, he SO don't like me lor.
vice versa. :D
liar. haha.
then the sec 2 girls watched me & Khalid play a few songs la kan.
because, yeah, in band, so rmbr a lot of song notes even though not all learn in secondary sch.
he played the lower octave so kind of like the sound. haha.
Syaf; ni semue datang nak tengok couple je ke pe?
haha. so irritating sey. lol.
we are NOT together or whatsoever it is.
really.
& we learnt new steps kan?
so i couldn't turn around properly.
kesian Allisa, kept bumping into her
sampai terjatoh kat lantai sey.
my ankles hurt. ):
gah, who cares? lol.
Abang Am said that he performed in last year's NDP, & he recalled that he fall down during the actual thing.
LOL.
he was bleeding but he said he didn't realise, until his friend muttered while dancing "eh, kaki kau berdarah la sial."
but what Abang noticed, "eh, seluar aku koyak la sial."
the whole class laughed la.
then he said, he dance so sexily cause koyak until his thigh.
haha.
damn funny la him.
went 7-eleven, got missed call from Khalid, called him back.
LOL.
he wants to admit to the girl that he likes!
LOL. yeah.
haha.
so tired now.
& Asyur never online again.
waste my time only.
haha.


okay, i'm damn pissed off right now.


[ im tired of waitin' ]

4:09 PM

updated about CNY & another post. (:

right now, i don't feel well.
somehow, i'm going to break down soon.
but i don't think so la kan.
just finished writing the song "Unreal" unknowingly thanks to someone.
stuck with "With You".
don't know why i'm writing all this.
like it means anything.
it never did.[ im tired of waitin' ]

7:35 PM

CNY celebrations was okay.
& i actually woke up late.
but i'm so happy, i could reach sch in 5 mins.
obviously, i got ready first la kan.
haha.
the performance weren't so bad la.
it would take courage to be up there.
-claps-

first was Chinese Orchestra, & i guess it was okay. (:
then, Andrew & another guy ( i forgot who. XD) sang "It's My Life".
they were so sporting la.
Andrew, playing his guitar, like so cool.
so called, "hotshot" of the sch.
the other guy seriously acted like a rockstar, haha, nevermind.
okay bah.
until kneel down like that.

then two Alumnis, Demas & Jessica, sang Wo Huai Nian De, not so bad.
haha.
quite sweet. lol.

the chinese dance was okay? yeahh, great effort, i think.
& the lion people took so long to peel the oranges that the lions probably slept for half an hour.
& within seconds, murdurous oranges were like flying in the air squirting juice.
they didn't peel some and it's like even more murdurous.
half of the time the lions were not moving lor. slack!

then one orange hit Linda, cause Shahirah throw. haha, good one.
i obviously didn't manage to get any sweets.
but when the councillors threw it, the sweets hit my face?
lol.

they had an encore. haha. still cheered la.
went down for recess. on the way down, Aylwin saw me, said "eh, Amirah, hi!" LOL?
& my friends make fun again, rmbring me about the pic that they took.
gahh.
after recess, Mr Ng gave me $100 to keep.
lol, of course not la, duh.
after we give the oranges alrdy, i have to treat the class for drinks at 7-eleven, then the rest of the money go to class fund.
so rich la?
we went to block 407 & gave out those oranges.
well, most of us, just hang at the door.
-_-
then i had to try to organise everyone so, that small 7-eleven wouldn't be blocked by 43 students. Syaf help of course.
people keep asking who's the class treasurer.
i know i'm short, but how many times must ask one? can't see, is it?
had a difficult time, & i had to pay 3 times, so got back three receipts.
haha.
then went to my house, to relax before tarian/randai.
Sec 1s, went to my block, & the teacher asked if we were joining them?
seriously, i know i'm small, but c'mon la, do i look like a sec 1?
on the other hand, maybe i do, haha.
sometime later, Shalinah, Dhiyyah & Shira came.
chilled.
then went tarian/randai.
we had to call the guys, who were playing soccer, & they just ignore us.
i mean, seriously, we were waving to them, can't see?
Hafiz still can say "eh, tak nampak ah. tak nampak ah."
-.-
it's as if we're mad women.
haha.
guys had to divide into tarian & randai also.
& i went tarian. okay la.
they were so funny la kan.
haha.
it's confirmed that me, Shira & Syaf have to participate in SYF this year.
great.
but maybe, it could be fun. :D
yeahh, then went home. (:



everything was like a lie.[ im tired of waitin' ]

10:35 PM

i shall update the posts soon.
:D

i've finally realise smth.
smth that i've failed to realise.
okay, this means the same thing. LOL.
* going bad to the 'sad' atmosphere -_- *

you would never realise how insignificant you can be to someone.
until, it would all come back to you.
you would never realise how angry you can be at someone.
until, it would all come back to you.
you would never realise how words don't mean anything.
until, it would all come back to you.
you would never realise how someone might not love you the way you love them.
until, it would all come back to you.

maybe life is unfair. but i don't know.
i never wanted to be angry. i never wanted to hate anyone.
no matter how hard, i would look at the brighter side.
how would you feel, if someone never told you they appreciate you?
how would you feel, if you were accused when you were trying to help?
how would you feel, if you knew someone or anyone doesn't love you back?

well, i don't know.
just some questions.
i don't know what's going on lately.
i've haven't been myself.
maybe it's true when they say, if you laugh too much, you'll cry just as much too.[ im tired of waitin' ]

8:25 PM

HAPPY B'DAY RIDZ!
lol, so i came to sch & ask Syaf is she wished Ridz alrdy.
& she didn't!
OMG.
haha.
true to what Syaf said, thank you for being someone i can irritate.
at least, not in real life. unlike Syaf.
haha.
i think i told you a lot of things alrdy right?
omg, yeahh.
i told you so many things, others wouldn't know. haha.
other than my clique la, of course.
OMG. i DID tell you many things. haha.
okay, i shall stop.

HAPPY B'DAY! again.
& thanks for being Syaf's darling.
LOL.[ im tired of waitin' ]

7:51 PM

AZLINDAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
DELETE THAT LAST POST LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
-_-

& i'm so tired to blog today.
i actually did my hw in sch.
nothing much today.
had sastera as first period.
when Khai, Linda & Syaf went in, they closed the door.
*ader pape tu*
haha.
when it FINALLY opened, Hafiz let me in first so yeahh, then in the end, pergi laen kelas. -_- haha.
Linda is so irritating!
some of the things she did was spill water on my skirt, then spill water on my face.
-_-
wth kan?
i changed tables to the one in front.
then Aylwin, my band senior, came by, & he wanted to help me with my hw while waiting for his twin brother.
haiyohh, suddenly so nice, cause he was bored?
he was so annoying with his A Maths speech. haha.
then someone HAD to take a PICTURE & post it on her blog.
nehmind.
i shouldn't be angry about it BECAUSE i'm a patient person.
OMG, I FEEL LIKE KILLING YOU, but no, i shouldn't. :D



nothing to begin with, so there's nothing to end. (:
i get it.[ im tired of waitin' ]

9:47 PM

okay, my hands are in pain.
shall update this post soon.
Khalid la, just for $1, like want to rip my hands off.
-_-
running around the whole section, still not enough la.
pain, y'know?
& please la my dear seniors, wearing a ring, doesn't mean i'm engaged and especially not married.
PARTICULARLY NOT TO KHALID.
really stop these stories with Khalid kan?
is Alvina that he wants.
can't you see the love between them?
:D
omg, lol.
haha.


thinking of what we'll never be.[ im tired of waitin' ]

10:35 PM

[ im tired of waitin' ]

10:48 PM

OMG.
i forgot what i wanted to post about for the ENTIRE WEEK.
-_-
aiyohhh.
nehmind.
i'm going to rmbr it soon.
so, there, i put a very random pic of me & my sis, so it the post isn't so plain. XD
& yes, i was wearing a Titanic shirt. haha.

OKAY. REMEMBERED.[ im tired of waitin' ]

7:30 PM

HMT was first period so we had to do an exercise.
it was quite fun, really.
funny, i mean.
for "bertaraf", Linda wrote "bertarap".
LOL?
we can't stop laughing.
okay, i can't stop laughing.
though it ain't funny.
XD
we had PE later on, & i'm not the CAPTAIN!
:D
i'm actually pretty happy about it.
'cause being captain for sec 1 & 2, i really never felt like i was doing my job sey.
haha. i feel so bad.
but hey, Shira, Dhiyyah & Syaf were the other 3 captains, so it's like, we will ALWAYS, compete against each other which makes it fun.
rmbred that Uncle Tan, as he like us to call him, kept on calling us "Cantik-cantik saudari."
LOL? haha. i've been using a lot of LOLs lately. XD
he still rmbr me. haha.
we ran 4 rounds around the sch, & i was really out of breath.
it was an achievement being the 3rd girl to finish.
i thought everyone was ahead of me.
sadded then.
haha.
we played basketball, & the ball hit my head!
too short, then can't see, is it?
HAHA. (see that i'm not using LOL. XD)

during English, we got back our compositions; "About Me".
Ms Phua had a reflection regarding some people, & she showed it on screen.
i was happy that my name wasn't there.
until, i realised mine was the last one.
it seems like EVERYONE noticed my name, & what she wrote sey!
"Amirah has a crush.."
HAIYOHHH. -_-
everyone was like asking me, & when Ms Phua went through, they were all like looking at me.
so scary la.
haha.
but she did say "ask her la. it's not what you all think."
YES, & it ISN'T what you all think. haha.



one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out of the door.[ im tired of waitin' ]

7:19 PM

Linda is so bad one!
haiyohh, she hit me against the locker la!
& i was limping all the way to the canteen.
-_-
grrr. hate her.
& Syafiqah plus her, were singing this song, probably for like the WHOLE world to hear.
"everybody go find heart, go find heart, go find heart. everybody, go find heart. (insert name here) broke her heart."
LOL?
so irritating can? haha.
they were like singing it for EVERYONE.

(kalau suare sedap takpe la. XD)

Tuesday;
apparently, people like hitting me.
haiyohh, so nice one meh?
i sound so Alvina-ish. XD
so we had HMT today, & it was "Bacaan".
Cikgu Senan called my name, & i can't believe i was soft!
really la, that soft meh? the classroom so small sey.
after my turn was Syafiq's turn.
-.-
Linda & Shira were like smiling & smiling (muke macam nak kener sepak gituk) & made fun cause of that one similarity.
Linda; fated la katerkan.
aper saje la budak ni.





she was right. i was dumb. i couldn't see this.[ im tired of waitin' ]

8:34 PM

shall right a post today regarding the last few days.

Wednesday;
i was fasting that day, & Azlinda actually tempt me to eat.
wahh, how can a friend be so evil? lol.
& i was chosen to be the class treasurer by the form teacher.
aiyohh, how can my name be so unlucky one?
but yeahh, it'll teach me some responsibility.
haha.
had band today, & when Alvina knew that i was fasting, she hit me a lot of times cause she wanted to test my patience.
told ya she was evil.
evil, i tell you, EVIL!
haha.

Thursday;
i can't rmbr a thing, except that i had band today. well it was sectionals, but i think the whole band came.
Swee Yee & Wen Xi taught the rest, while me, Cindy & Alvina, played by ourselves then polish the instruments.

Friday;
English was first lesson, & it was funny as per usual. Bio was next, & the teacher began grouping us. i was forced to be the leader. which means, i have to write a lot of things. they purposely one. haha. my handwriting that neat meh? even the teacher commented. i felt like a freak who adores perfection. haha.

during recess, Linda keep hitting me. haiyohh. EVIL. sakit tau? lol. then she hit me, sampai i hit this guy, i shan't say who, & my head was in pain. cause when i hit him, i think my head, hit his shoulder. but he wasn't facing me, so yeahh, okay. & i said "adoi, astaghfiruallahalazim, sorry." LOL. what else could i say? & i was holding my head. his friend laughed at me, i think. haha.

& i forgot to bring my band shoes! haha. forced Alvina to accompany me home. but i did help her a bit with her band job. see? i'm not all bad. altogether, it took 15 minutes, to go my house, take my things, then come back sch. Alvina keep running, & i was carrying my bag. & hello? it was Friday. so i was bringing so many books. haha. CCA showcase was today, & we followed our groupings, A & B.
basically, the band split into two. not so evenly, i guess.
cause group A, which i was in, had only 3 trumpeteers, all sec 3s, while group B has 4 trumpeteers, some of which are sec 4s.

haha, like it made a difference. we took turns to play. it was tiring. we played like 3 times? all the same song. me & Cindy went around the sch, pasting posters for band. we were very busy. lol. smiled at some juniors, of course. they still rmbr me. haha. at first, i was told by Wen Xi, that i was a representative of A to mend the booth. so i went there, & apparently, there were too much members mending the booth alrdy. just my good luck. haha. it took quite long, then after dismissal, we went to eat @ lot 1.

Khalid & Alvina laughed all the way from sch, to Lot 1. LITERALLY. & they didn't know why they were laughing. Cindy & i tried to run away, but they always caught up. freaks.
told ya they have always had chemistry. but many people in band didn't see that. it was always me & Khalid. -_-
Khalid laughed so much, that he cried. haiyohh. we didn't know where to eat. haha. so Alvina said, i was KFC, she was LJS & Cindy was MacD. she started counting. lol. we took so much troubles just choosing the place to eat. it was MacD at first, but we didn't want. then it was LJS, but there was too much people so in the end it was KFC. lol.
i don't know why, but i started laughing in KFC. haha.
when everyone stop laughing, it was only me. i'm crazy. no doubt. haha.

went home & i'm unbelievably tired.



cause i gave you a chance.[ im tired of waitin' ]

8:09 PM

just another typical school day.
it was quite boring i guess.
there's TWO English periods today.
like whatthe..
but, Ms Phua is so fun!
first HMT lesson.
3L1 + 3M2 + 3M1.
the third class that we can be with Dhiyyah & Shira again.
:D
Cikgu Senan is okay.
he is definitely very humourous.
& after all that, prepared for BAND.
as expected, we practised Bring Me To Life, which we murdered.
haha, so contradicting.
practice ended at 4.30 to give us time to prepare for the concert later on.
after almost 1 hour, Alvina finally make up her mind to follow me.
-_-
first say no time to go home, then want to bath.
haiyohhh.
she emo-ed outside the door.
XD
prayed first then we were off.
we ate at 7 eleven.
i say like it's a restaurant. haha.
BECAUSE of Alvina, i dropped my spoon.
grrr.
lol.

went in school with Cindy, & after a few "admin" purposes, we were finally off to Home Team Academy where SPF Band Concert is held.
i mean, they live there, so it's like, we're entering their "house".
we went in, & realised that our band is bigger than the performance.
people were actually looking at us.
in the end, sat in between Khalid & Cindy.

Khalid is so blur la.
his seat got folded back up, & he didn't realise it.
so he fell.
i'm TOTALLY fine that he fell.
but he pulled my hand ah.
haiyohh.
i probably twisted my veins or smth.
so vigorous sey.
sempat tarik tangan orang time nak jatuh. tsk tsk tsk.
haha.
he actually slept during the performance.
well, almost.
while people clapped, he yawned.
he yawned during the most attractive performance ever!
because..
because..
i shall keep the suspense going..
because..

TAUFIK BATISAH WAS THERE!
i wasn't aware of it ah. now i know why there are a lot of girls who bothered to come. lol.
i'm not a big fan of his, but i know i made Linda jealous.
haha.
he's not bad looking, y'know.
he can dance well.
he sang the english version of Gadis Itu, & I Wanna Spend My Lifetime Loving You, a duet with a SGT there.
turned out, he served in band during his NS.
the 2nd song, was definitely my favourite.
cause it was sort of the love theme in Mask Of Zorro.
they showed a short video of the love story in the screen.

we went for a reception after the show.
in the end, we didn't eat. haha.
i actually thought that those statues on display where they are on stretchers, they were REAL.
haha.
went back to MRT Station, ate at McD with Khalid, Alvina & Cindy.
then went home.
i shall pester Linda who's so jealous. XD



& i can't believe i'm missing you.[ im tired of waitin' ]

7:46 PM

okay, so, it's the 2nd day of sch.
i can't rmbr anything but i know we have malay literature & HISTORY. <3
both of which we'll combine class with 3L1.
history was interesting.
the DM is teaching us.
haha.
not so bad.
so i won't slack.
:D
we got to know that literature homeworks are suppose to be done in another blog.
hais.
nevermind, it might be fun.
but, there's still a lot of books to be read.
those taking malay literature are all together.
1 out of 3 classes where me, Syaf, Shira & Dhiyyah are together again.
we divide so equally la.
Azlinda & Shalinah. then the four of us.
Syaf + Mira + Linda & Shira + Dhiyyah + Shalinah.
haha.
those taking malay lit was, i think,
Hafiz.
Ridz.
Khai.
Asyur.
Faris.
Haziq.
Syafiq.
Syazana.
Allisa.
Shalinah.
Shahirah.
Mardhiyyah.
Azlinda.
Syafiqah.
me.
i think i miss one de.
haha.
today was quite fun la.
manage to eat in LONGHILL CAFETERIA.
that's so random. haha.

:D

p/s i cheered him up! lol.[ im tired of waitin' ]

7:09 PM

i woke up today, got ready for the band performance.
sad that we can't join the march back.
being sec 2s '08, it's the last time we're going to be with our class before we're separated.
but anyway, we warm ourselves up.
i checked the class list & got the shock of my life when i discovered Linda is in my class!
aiyohhh.
my life won't be at peace. XD
aww, there's only 4 frontiers left.
me, Syafiqah, Le Tian & Diko.
i'm going to miss 201 Frontiers a lot.
like they say, once a frontier, always a frontier. :D
after around almost 2 hour, sec 4s began coming in, & we began our fillers.
we played "shout it out" as the first piece.
followed by "gonna fly now" then "land of 1000 dances".
FINALLY, we played Majulah Singapura.
i admit, i screw up a little.
certain notes went off pitch, but it wasn't so bad ah.
manage to cover it up.
we took the pledge, then continued playing the sch song.
went for recess after dismissed.
we went to our class, got to know our friends & form teacher.
after assembly, ate at KFC with clique, then went home.

new class.
new friends.
new classmates.
new teachers.

but always a frontier.
'll miss you guys a lot. (:
how quite we were when we were 101.
but we worked hard for the cheer comp.
got through finals, but we didn't win.
this year, we tried hard again.
got through finals, & WE WON.
though we fought a lot during the training, we ended up cheering about it.
we even lied together.
okay.. that isn't so good, but still, the class spirit is there.

MAKE SURE there are more outings to come. ((:[ im tired of waitin' ]