Mira. plain ol' jane. a year older every september 30th. for some reason, i love saying "Seriously". the label in my heart is "2pm". in love with music. better off being taller. :D

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9:03 PM

i've been watching CAP videos.
haha. random.
suddenly, i missed it.
rmbred that we spend 5 days together.
me, Shalinah, Shira & Dhiyyah were always the first to wake up each morning.
then sembahyang suboh dulu, baru pergi breakfast.
going for all the lectures & all the delicious food breaks.
& all the 11 malays that went there, would go to these tables, isolated from the rest, to play truth & dare.
XD haha.
then the funny malay classes.
& Cikgu Isa Kamari go and tell us ghost stories on MALAM JUMA'AT.
i SERIOUSLY didn't sleep that night.
& i cried cause i was so scared. somehow. XD
then every night, after dinner, we went for our courses, indian dance/javanese dance/art/drama & percussion.
so nice.
like a complete day.
lectures during the day, & be "creative" at night. so nice sey.
it's like having school, during the night.
then we end class at 10.30pm.
haha, so fun.
& the last day was like a rehearsal day and we were so busy trying to get everything right.
it don't even feel like we're going for school camp at all, cause it was more of fun that lectures.
we were so creative, that even during lectures, from on top, i can see that everyone was pretty much writing their own poems rather than listening to the lecture.
because one fun lecturer always said that she does that.
XD
i wrote A LOT of poems.
haha.
hmm, tired now. will update this post soon. :D[ im tired of waitin' ]

8:29 PM

[ im tired of waitin' ]

8:50 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ASYRAF & HAFIZ.





i didn't manage to see Asyraf, so i sms-ed him instead, but Hafiz, senang ah, cause his class is next to mine la kan.
reminded Syaf so we tried to wish him together, & i did, but i think he didn't hear me.
XD
haha, nevermind.
ader niat jugak pe. lol.

"sheesh, i don't want to take a picture."

XD

this picture was taken on the 4th night, at Creative Arts Programme Seminar, after farewell dinner, which we can wear home clothes. i wear dress sey. XD

haha, anyway, i tried to take a picture of everybody, & Hafiz tried hard to run away. seriously, he used his pass to open the door gates to an unknown block, so this picture is as far as i got. nampak malu je, but he's NOT. XD
eh, i rmbred this video i think during Creative Arts Programme.

i tried to take a picture of Fiz, but tak kesampaian.

so i take video instead, & he turned!

at least for a second.

XD

on the next day, the last day, he actually asked me to delete but i didn't want to.

i wanted to blackmail, y'know. XD

& he was so perasan. -.- he said, when i didn't want to delete, "kalau interested tu, bilang je la."

haiyohh. haha.

omg, i miss CAP. ):

will post more soon. ciao!

it breaks.

[ im tired of waitin' ]

8:50 PM

very lazy to post now. :D[ im tired of waitin' ]

7:37 PM

yo earthlings! XD

& i finally edited my post on Valentine's Week. FINALLY. (i know i'm slow.)

this week was still quite better. & we patched up alrdy. XD
don't assume, 'kay? haha. lol.

Monday;
English was first period, & some special people had to give their speech.
Az had no eye contact sey cause she didn't memorise. haha.
when Ming Yeow gave his, Benjamen was right at the back, & he wrote on a paper, "Louder". haha. Carlyna gave a good speech. (:
Chemistry was next, & we have to go into groups.
i was same group as Syaf, Az, Han Yan (Zong Heung's) & Kilice (Zong Heung's 2. XD)
it was so funy luh.
we have to write the theory of an experiment, & i confused them. Az said "stop it about crystallise. don't confuse us."
haha.
Han Yan randomly sang "let us celebrate this moment.." then the whole group sang "a brand new day awaits.."
LOL, so random sey.
Han Yan, or Zong Heung's, is damn random. suddenly, she said that she didn't add us on MSN.
Han Yan; eh, i didn't add you guys on MSN.
Az; i add both of you so shut up & drive.
then the group laugh.
we had nothing better to do sey.
Han Yan; eh, you like Zong Heung lor!
Azlinda; be true to yourself.
Kilice; huh? he likes me?
XD
then don't know how, suddenly i like Zong Heung. -.-
so i purposely said, in a louder tone, "Han Yan, you like Zong Heung, is it?"
people started laughing. haha.
i act like i did nothing. haha.
blahblahblah.
duing recess, i helped Syaf & Lin with their sastera then the bell rang. but still managed to help finish it.
while talking during sastera, it went blackout sey.
guys; eh, sejuk nyer.
-blackout-
Cikgu Manaf; kan?
haha.
then we had to learn the right way of singing the same song we learnt the other time, this time, standing.
& i'm in love with.. someone's.. VOICE.
yes, the VOICE only, NOT the PERSON.
let's make it clear again, the VOICE only. haha.
but i shan't say who. haha.
we had, old sch hip hop again, & we have learn new stuff.
it was funny, the hip movements & all. haha.
still quite fun though. :D

Tuesday;
during English, suddenly, one by one started standing, so i was being so stupid & asked Lin, Kilice & Han Yan, "why people stand one?"
in the end, i get to know, it was to greet the teacher.
XD
so paiseyh.
& Kilice was laughing saying i was cute.
-.-
haha.
recess, we came back class, & Lin + Syaf keep on irritating me with the i like (insert name here).
me & Lin then went outside, & sit on the lockers. (yes, there's no other place. XD)
then H_ _ _q passed, so i started laughing cause Linda said she was interested in him. haha.
Veingad passed, then Linda said i like someone from their class.
-.-
i said, "No..!"
Veingad said "you like Asyur la."
haha, to Linda.
kener kau. muahaha! (i sound evil. XD)
then he said, "& she i know like, (insert name here).
wt.. that was so long ago.
& Syafiqah was like "ohhhhhhh... aiyoh mira.."
then bell rang, & he went out of his class!
omg, did he hear? i hope not.
haha.
the rest of the day was quite boring, then had band.
Wen Xi said i was the section representative but, i think, Cindy would be the one if she didn't need to take the band. haha.
we ate at KFC, after band, as always, again. haha.

oh yeah, we had PE, & we have to run outside again.
before the run, i was just sort of "emoing" while waiting for the traffic light, then Syaf said, "oh, terfikirkan (insert name here) eh?"
-.-
i gave her the why-would-i-miss-him-when-we're-not-even-together look.
haha.
ran with Atiqah again, & yes! i didn't stop.
haha.
but i did slow down for Atiqah. (:
Zhi Yee was good, then at the end of the run, i let Atiqah run in front of me, & she was ahead two seconds. haha.
went back to sch, & we played basketball.
it was the worst time i ever had. really. haha.
1. Azlinda accidentally (confirm purposely. XD) hit my head.
2. the ball hit my face that i fall to the ground. haha.
3. while catching the ball, i almost fall.
4. when i finally catched the ball, i fall. XD
5.. the ball hit my mouth. XD
6. on the rebound, it hit my head.
7. Azlinda accidentally (sure. haha.) throw at me too hard which hit my CHEST, yes, ONLY the chest too hard, that i fall to the floor again. XD
8. while trying to catch the ball, someone accidentally hit me & i scratched my knee.
LOL.
i seriously too short until can't see, is it?
haha.
even Syaf said, "why always Amirah that kena?"
i think everyone had their chance & asked if i was okay.
especially Syaf, everytime. haha.
Azlinda, hit, then laugh. gahh. that woman. haha.


why? why i let it hurt me?[ im tired of waitin' ]

10:21 PM

just a video that i felt like doing for Friendship day.

wow, it makes me feel happy doing it, somehow, really.

kind of used random songs. XD

& i included the last few pictures which was from our cheer comp last year, which we FREAKIN' WON! :DD

just so glad the cheers turned out the way i wanted it to be. love you 201'08! XD

&&& Happy Valentine's Day! :D

yes, HAPPY Valentine's Day.

so i hope you had a fun time. (:

today, met up with the clique to make the police report.

no, we didn't do anything wrong, just some things. haha.

there was a hot police inspector there! XD

even Syafiqah said so! i can see she was trying to not laugh. lol.

but i wouldn't say which police station we went. :P

we went to the McDonals' near West Mall, but Shira had to go.

so sad de. ):

had a fun time with Dhiyyah & Syaf.

we had, a long, long, long, wonderful talk. XD

& i finally tried double chocolate frappe.

it's so funny when Dhiyyah pronounced it. haha.

jangan marah.

we talked about certain guys AND girls, gave predictions, match make & almost everything.

Syaf & Dhiyyah wanted to interrogate who i supposedly like, but it didn't work out.

cause whatever names that they gave, i just laughed.

so hysterically, & i don't know why. haha.

it was quite fun though. we stayed there for almost two hours.

when we went home, i wanted Dhiyyah to alight at CCK, so i said, "aku msg (insert name here) ah, jangan jealous tau. -giggles-"

& guess what? she really alighted. i asked her, & she playfully said "mesti ah jealous.

haha, but of course, i don't like the guy Dhiyyah like. he's like a brother to me. :D

so, in the end, it wasn't so bad of a Valentine's Day after all, as in, for us singles. haha.

video; :D

[ im tired of waitin' ]

7:20 PM

tireddd today.
update soon.
i'm making a short video of my friends. :D
going to post it maybe later; soon.
& tmrw's Valentine!
<3
LOL.
i was telling someone who wants this girl's address, but i don't have it.
haha, too bad.
but i ask him to msg/call her the instructions, & she's suppose to follow them to get to a flower & card near her house.
but hey, that's SWEET, y'know.
OKAY, I'M LAUGHING TO MYSELF.
i actually thought of that. WOW.
XD
& then when she gets, maybe he ask her for stead or smth.
LOLOLOLOL.
see la, my stupid imagination.
if he did it, good luck!
but i'm not giving false hopes though.
(i'm still pretty much laughing)

XD[ im tired of waitin' ]

7:06 PM

Monday;
there was sastera that day & we learnt how to sing this syair.
the nicer one, was probably the second one, but it was more hilarious la.

Sopan santun anak Melayu
Senyumannya manis bila disapa
Dalam pantun irama berlagu
Terkenang jasa orang tua-tua.

Lemak Manis alah amboi-amboi!
Santan kelapa alah amboi-amboi!
Kupandanglah manis alah amboi-amboi!
Anak siapa?

i thought that it was fairly easy to sing but there was a technique to it.
& it is rather fun. haha.
the guys singing in blue, & girls in red, then together.

then, old sch hip hop, & learn the song again. :D

Wednesday;

school was boring, until old sch hip hop.
the instructor taught us a new song, then dividing us into groups.
he kind of praised us, haha.
he asked the other group to see. XD
then, rushed for band.
Cindy played the solo for Aladdin, then i had to play the solo for Prince Of Egypt.
i freaked out.
i hate solos.
not that i have anything against it, but yeahh, i rmbred my primary sch band syf, when i felt like the band got silver because of my rather disappointing solo.
it's just that, i practised so hard, but come that day, i was trembling.
somemore, the solo i had to play now, was the STARTING of the song, & NO ONE else was playing. obviously , i trembled.
i was kind of lost though, cause i rmbred my primary sch.
XD
so, i played by feel, got the notes correct, (a miracle) but rushed a bit, haha.
then, we ate @ KFC.
as always. haha.

Friday;
we had PE, but this time we ran outside sch. i was the second girl, BUT, i was disappointed with my timing. i deproved a lot, but anyway, my point was not to leave Atiqah.
must motivate her. XD
the rest of the day was boring, then we had malay dance, in the hall.
Abang Am said "group ni bagos jugak eh."
XD
kembang la. takkan tak kembang. XD
TIRED, i feel like i broke my legs.[ im tired of waitin' ]

8:30 PM

today was pretty much fun.
bio test wasn't that difficult as expected, but i do expect some marks to be deducted off.
PE was next, & i know for a fact i run 5 rounds. (: happy luh katerkan.
i thought i did 4, cause all the guys left, & i was the only girl who was there then.
naseb baek tak lari lagik.
kalau tak, memang pandai sangat.
but i wanted to do 4 sey. tapi takot nanti, during the real test, i'll get too used to 4 rounds.
& thanks Shahirah, for the "motivation". haha.
played netball, & i paiseyh-ed myself.
haha.
cause i was the GK, & i don't need to really move much, i was just standing there, & looking at them, with my hand on my head gituk uh.
Shahirah, who was also having PE then, was shouting "ooooh! AMIRAH POSING SEXY SEY! PWEET!"
haha, naseb baek banyak tak dengar. Shahirah, Shahirah, tu bukan pose la.
-_-
lol.
Syafiqah was joking about this one guy who i shan't say who, & she said "dier pose pasal nak tunggu (insert name here) datang, abeh nampak, then tak payah suker (insert another name here) lagik, pasal Mira sexier."
lol. aper saje la korang.
English was next, & Ms Phua was quite angry a little. i so don't blame her though.
we should be more responsible. (:
then recess, then saw Shira, Shalinah, Dhiyyah in the toilet. (wow, what a place to meet. haha.)
ever since i stepped into the toilet, Shira was repeating the same old thing again for like 10 times? haha.
went into their class for a while, wrote a note on Alvina's table. haha.
i wanted to go back class, since they're going canteen, then Dhiyyah & Shira was holding my hand gituk. one on the left, the other on the right.
they call themselves my bodyguards.
i was "dieting" la katerkan. haha.
HMT, was next, & i was damn afraid in class.
i always felt like.. haha, nevermind.
i shan't scare myself.
so, after sch, Shira & Syaf come to my house, while Dhiyyah busy dating.
XD
we watched American Idol, sembahyang, then went to popular to buy certain things.
went to sch for malay dance.
FINALLY sec 1s are learning to dance. haha.
kelakar ah diorang.
Abang Am was giving the timing & the sec 1s were like remixing it with all the "uh" "yeah yeah" "stamp your feet". haha.
hilarious.
then Shira got to go, & RIDZWAN SAID "BYE" TO SHAHIRAH.
haha. funny la him.
the guys were like talking about steam.
-_-
yeahh, then danced, danced, danced, then i couldn't turn properly then terjatoh.
but gently la.
i was basically on the floor, because i was laughing. haha.
so, one of the juniors said her name "Aisyah.." & Allisa was saying it "amboi, lembut nah. Aisyah.."
then, she was saying out her name, with her hand so mentel gituk brushing off her shoulders, "Allisa.."
haha, tak leh angkat sey.
so tireddd, & i gave late replies to him, but yeahh. quite fun.
he was showing us examples of how some people did, & it was damn funneh.
especially when he teach with chinese & indian accents.
haha.
& there was certain rules that he said, & the reasons were.. uhmm, HILARIOUS.
haha, i wouldn't even say them. (:
went home with Syaf then talk, talk, talk.
some were damn funny, haha.
& sorry Syaf, if all of this made you irritated.
i try to make it as unseen as possible. :D
& true, i am confident in our friendshipssss.
[ im tired of waitin' ]

7:02 PM

too tired to blog now.
shall update soon.
but thank you guys, for understanding why i did what i did, & for not thinking of it at such a narrow view. (:
that msg wasn't because i felt that you guys just pitied, but is for just clearing things up, cause i know you guys wouldn't think of it that way. (:[ im tired of waitin' ]

4:35 PM

i finally break down today
i don't even wish to talk about it.
basically, i was crying throughout the day.
& i didn't felt like going for recess or whatsoever cause i doubt you want to see my face too.
i totally really absolutely break down during recess.
gah.
went out of the class cause it was too noisy.

surprisingly, people do actually care about me?
i mean, i don't even know la. seriously.
during recess, Sarah & Farhanah tried to console me, but hey, it was allright. (:
after recess, Kak Suhaina, someone who i am absolutely not close to, asked if everything was okay? but yeah, a weak smile was all i could give.
i cried during the other lessons too, even during sastera.
i sobbed my way to the classroom.
Cikgu Manaf asked if i was okay, cause he said my eyes were red & all, but yeahh, i was okay. after sometime, he looked at me again & said "boleh ke awak kak? saye tengok awak saket je?"
so, the reason was because i was cold.
that wasn't it, but who cares la kan?
it was much worst during E Maths, & since i was at the back, it wasn't obvious at all.
when sch ended, waited for Syafiqah to give Ridzwan his book back.
Khai walked past & when he walked back again, he asked "asal dari tadi emo je?"
i just looked down, cause my eyes were wet, shook my head & gave a smile.
& he just look at me, then walk away ah.
but thanks, cause you showed that you care. well, maybe you don't, but yeahh. (:
then Hafiz or someone almost kick the soccer ball to me, & he tried to control it and all, & it really feels like i tried to look down all the way.
we learnt old sch hip hop, & it was quite fun.
but it was damn awkward at first, cause we had to pop & all that, & the volleyball guys were all infront, but yeahh. haha.
i love the last song.
we did our warm up to Miss Independent.
& most of us were singing it. lol.
it made me forget things for a while.
:D
tmrw, working on the choreography at bukit batok/boon lay.
& Asyur said i looked pale, but i don't think so la kan? haha. biase-biase aje.

& i guess, i'll just try to avoid you. just like how you run away from truth. so you'll be happy that i don't steal friends from you either. if that's the reason. well, i don't know. like i said, unreasonable. but i don't bkame it on you. maybe you finally realised, i'm not worth being a friend afterall. (:[ im tired of waitin' ]