Tired of ♥ WAITIN
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&JULIET
Mira.
plain ol' jane.
a year older every september 30th.
for some reason, i love saying "Seriously".
the label in my heart is "2pm".
in love with music.
better off being taller. :D
&MUSIC
&SAY
laugh like you never laugh before.
&THANK you
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Saturday, April 25, 2009
10:33 PM
 I don't know what to feel about you. [ im tired of waitin' ]
You came so sudden into my life. When i was almost at my lowest. Maybe there was nothing funny, but you made me laugh whenever you talk to me. Was it by magic, or somehow I left my past behind? You made me miss you, whenever you don't talk, & when you start, that's exactly what you ask. There were too many times that I was crying, & you made me laugh, even when you didn't know it, & I didn't tell you. Up till now. That's what I like about you. A lot. & somehow, you never stopped. As if you knew. There were times where I really wanted to talk to you, but I didn't, cause I didn't want to be too close to you. The past maybe gone, but scars are still not mend. 'Cause, I said, too many times, I always get hurt in the end. Maybe I don't want to lose you, but I'm trying everything I can to not need you. It becomes so hard. Too hard. I'd just sit in my bedroom, staring at my handphone, waiting. For you. But then again, I keep thinking, "No, it shouldn't have been this way." Though it may not feel nice, I'd say, "Thanks that you didn't talk to me. Cause that'll help to create that distance from you." 'Cause yet again, for me, you seemed too good to be true. mira.
Friday, April 24, 2009
5:02 PM
cheer comp is coming. awww, it's so sad that the four of us can't be together to do the cheers again. but well, yeahh, things have to change. maybe, i do miss them, but it's kind of hurting that even after what you've done, you're just being called (insert name)'s friend, (insert name)'s gang, everyone else that helped, (insert smth) girls. yeahh, well. i can't really say i'm surprised either. things has always been like that ever since i was born, maybe. never visible to anyone. it's always, everyone else. well, i'm not mad about it anyway. can't help that sometimes, you're really not appreciated. just that, i don't want to do anything anymore, regarding the comp. heck, i'm saying as if i'm SO good. haha. but yeahh, just saying, i don't really want to be involved. not that i did anything significant anyway. (: THEY did better.[ im tired of waitin' ]
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
7:26 PM
No one could imagine how stupid i felt. Why did i even want to give it a try? I made a fool of myself. I really did. It wasn't as bad when those laughters came. It made me realised again, that it never was good. Friends being friends, they'll never say the bad things. Always try to make you feel better. But things, will never change. I can't deny the obvious truth.[ im tired of waitin' ]
Sunday, April 19, 2009
10:24 AM
 Wow, seeing this picture really made my day. my week. my month. XD These are some of the people that I spent my time with the entire week. ( Week only, but my time is precious so you guys should be honoured. XD Macam paham. LOL. ) Please try to ignore all the cannot-maintain-though-we-tried-hard-to-but-how-to-cause-we're-jumping face. Really, I had fun. Thanks. :D [ im tired of waitin' ]
Saturday, April 18, 2009
10:49 AM
everyone found everyone else.. & it's all alone over again.[ im tired of waitin' ]
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