Mira. plain ol' jane. a year older every september 30th. for some reason, i love saying "Seriously". the label in my heart is "2pm". in love with music. better off being taller. :D

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

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9:27 PM

so life's been great.
bangsawan is definitely, definitely fun.
completed the dance alrdy. :D
eh, my head keep on hitting the floor again & again whenever i die 'cause dengar-dengar, orang tengah nanges abeh hentakkan kepale orang ah kan?
XD
Abg Fadhlur had a hard time "killing" the girls at the last scene, cause we all avoided him. XD
macam bodoh seyh.
& in the end, nobody was dead.
he said he tapped us, but still, we're like "he didn't."
LOL.
& he was damn dramatic when he showed the stage fall to Farhanny.
Azlinda, "eh eh, sexy."
like whattheheck? haha.
& the 4 hulubalang, Khai, Ridz, Khalid & Daniyal nyer pose for curtain call kelakar seyh!
but somehow, it all look different. haha.
today, me, Syaf, Dhiyyah, Shira, Syazana & Shalinah went crazy.
when Abg Syadili, Abg Fadhlur & Abg Bob left the room & the room was kind of dark, Syazana was like "Pump up the party".
LOL.
& i started playing "Jai Ho" from my hp, & everything went crazy ah. HAHA.
after that, decided to record a few other songs all the way to Lot 1.
Abg Bob's car honked us, as we waved them goodbye.
we went to eat at Long John Silver & talked about a lot of things.
haha, Allisa, makeup guy tu aku nyer ah! HAHA.
Syazana, kau amek Bob je kan?
& we have this crazy idea to watch a movie & after deciding, we went West Mall to watch Drag Me to Hell.
seram giler nak mampos.
i sanked to my seat, closed my eyes with the popcorn, shivered with the popcorn in my hands, SCREAMED, pulled Syazana's skirt, covered my face with my bag & splashed the water i was drinking to my face cause i was too shocked.
haha, kelakar seyh.
after that, Allisa had to go, & we went McCafe to slack.
Shahirah told us, uhmm, stories, & we just stare at her. XD
then we left, to go home.
it was damn fun. :D[ im tired of waitin' ]

11:52 AM

it's my fault, but why i'm missing you? ugh, this shouldn't happen.
i'm just really sorry i made you wait.
cause i really didn't know.
seriously, who would?
there was nothing special about me.
there's so much things, i still haven't told you, & i guess, i'm not going to, cause i doubt it matters anymore.
there was never a guy who liked me, without liking any of my friends first.
i was always a 2nd, or even 3rd, & that just really made me feel insignificant.
just for that, you were & you are different, at least to me.
you made me feel imprtnt.
when i get bored or stressed in sch, you'd msg me like as if you knew, & at times when i wanted to msg you, i'd check my phone to see that you alrdy did.
we may not be talking the whole day, but almost to midnight, you'd say "goodnight". (:
i'd be crying over stress, but you'd be there for me & you don't even know it.
i just, really miss you.
now & then, when i look through our msgs, i'd laughed despite maybe actually crying over stuff.
when things are just down for me, you ain't there anymore..
i just wish, i'd accepted to go out with you.
i just wish, i didn't let my past haunt me.
i just wish, i wasn't scared to tell you the things that i wanted to.
i just wish, i wasn't scared to tell you how much you actually meant to me when i never made it seem that way to you.
i just wish, i didn't run away from the truth, that i miss you.
i just wish, i could tell you that i have always miss you, whenever you're not there.
i just wish, i could tell you, that i miss you now.
i just wish, i never made you wait. i just didn't know.
i just wish, you'd be there for me again.
i just wish..
but, who am i trying to kid, right?
you just deserve better.
happy to know you've moved on.
knowing that you'd gotten over me just as fast as your exs, made me realise, that i'm just insignificant, & that hurts much more.
but, i guess, that's just life, for me.
i just wish.


justanothergirl.
mira.


[ im tired of waitin' ]