Mira. plain ol' jane. a year older every september 30th. for some reason, i love saying "Seriously". the label in my heart is "2pm". in love with music. better off being taller. :D

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6:04 PM

right, so it's been quite a long time since i blogged.
because i'm purely LAZY. i can recall incidents but i can't remember the dates though.
so on THIS day, i was said to have a special bonding or smth with Foz. uhm, so guys, yea, there were ALL COINCIDENTAL.
so, i had these feeling that somebody was going to come to the canteen, and i merely said it to my clique.
Syaf began looking around [wonder who was she finding], & then she started laughing. Shira turned around too, and she laughed too.
as it was a daily routine, i was left with a blank face, what has happened over my already crazy friends.
kener rasuk kot. :D
i asked if it was **** then they said it was Zorro.
i was like damn shocked and i was literally staring at them. i didn't bother to look though.
so that's what the call "bonding".
probably, that word is too strong.
i prefer "coincidence".
on another occassion, during recess, i was cornered by my clique plus Amalina. childish as we may sound, we play this game called "snap twist". as we all grew so CLOSE together, in the years we were in school, two or more of us will say the same thing, at the same time. you just snap your fingers and you hit that person. don't try this game, is very tiring.
especially, with Syaf. jangan marah.
so i thought me & Syaf said the same thing, so we paused and looked at each other.
then we realised, we wasn't so we both said "tak, tak." and that was when we snap twist.
i hit her, but i forgot there was a new rule.
since we're very good girls, and how we respected food, no snap-twisting allowed while there's food on the table. so Syaf would get to hit me once and i can't avoid it. i think there was a time, when Dhiyyah and Shira have to snap twist.
then me & Syaf both asked them to Snap Twist.
so, yea, we had another try, since there's still food on the table. after what seems like a looooonnnnnnngggggg recess, these was the amount of snap twists that i owe.
Syaf = 4, Shira = 2, Dhiyyah = 1, Divya =1.
so they already made an alliance to hit me. i was the last to put my plate back. so i started running, and they were all eye-ing on me.
i was wondering why the bell hasn't rang. so i was like all alone on the hockey pitch, and i had these fierce looking minahs(exluding Dhiyyah), who were like walking towards me in a line. since i was already the smaller in size, except with Shira (rejoicing), i was like running like a little small girl. they were getting nearer and nearer, and i can't run anymore.
i was CORNERED.
then they all started hitting me. nobody saw, i think. (this is a lie. everyone saw.) finally, i survived.
LITTLE MISS STRONG. haha.
Hmpf. :P

there was this day, should be the same day as the "bonding" day, when we had to do some running from Mr *****.
cause we haven't finish hw.
we wanted to go to upper sec canteen, but our bags were in lower sec, and Mr ***** was there. and he was facing our bags.
so we sneaked up, and took our bags, one by one, casting occasional glance on him. (praying like hell, he won't notice us.) we tiptoed, not making any sounds, and we run in a straight file, taking turns to look. we must have look like criminals. [not me. i'm INNOCENT. (: ]

oh wait, i realised all these happen on the same day. :D



so we had a bazaar, last Friday. i still rmbr the preparations i had to make with Shira on the days before, Sunday. it was a last minute plan.
we decided to go to my grandmother's house to make the curry puffs, in HOUGANG.
after much chitty-chatty, i went to Boon Lay, and met Shira there. from far, i could see a small little girl wearing scarf, struggling to carrying a bag which looks like it contained bomb. and she was with her younger brother.
he gave me the other bag, and we were on our way to interchange.
we were wondering why it took so long to cross the road, then i stupidly realised that we didn't press that thing that we're suppose to press. so all the cars on the road, were like looking at us. we were those small little girls, carrying bags of bombs. [i don't mean it literally.]
i mean the ingredients. we talked a lot on the way, and i mean it. A LOT.
i had to settle the love problem Shira had, AGAIN. and i got involve with the whole thing. like wth. it was DIFFICULT to handle that possessive guy.
i didn't want to but in the end i told every single detail about my own 'love' story, which never unfold with *****. can't believe i cried while smsing him all those stuffs.
i obviously didn't tell him the identity or even my own name. i managed to make him let Shira go, but he created other problems soonafter. at last, i think he understand me, and he "let her go". gosh, i'm good. (self praising is an international disgrace. :D )
enough bout that, after sending the ingredients, went back cck, eat at McD, i reached home at around 9.30. so we took back the currypuffs on Thursday, and the next morning, Syafiqah came my house to help me cook. i started cooking at 6am.
thought it was quite okay. and as expected, obviously Shira came damn early!
she was 1hr 30mins LATE! [i'm so proud of you. at least it didn't break your previous record].
in the end, we were all late to school, and we still haven't finish cooking the currypuffs. my mom had to send them later. i thought i could rest, then, i get to know, my class didn't buy the carrier bags. i had to run and call my mother to bring them. then i was stressed, cause my class make it seem like i was the one at fault, until i shouted a bit, but at Shira. lol, sorry. it wasn't meant for you. after everything, went to watch BPian Idol, then my mom called, when it just started. i ran to the gate with Syaf.
and saw my mom, with another mom who said that her daughter/son was involved in the making of brownie in 206.
wonder who that is.
but anyway, ran back to the canteen, gave them, managing to say some things in between the gasp, then went back hall to watch. cheered & cheered.
found myself singing to some songs.
at this song, which i won't mention, i was building castles in the air.
i didn't notice, until Shira nudged me cause she notice that the song suited my life and that point of time.
"when you say nothing at all."
shoo, you irritating memories!
after the performances, i walked around, put henna on my hand, then spent on a few items to finish off the coupons.. etc..

that's it.

then we went to eat at Teck Whye, then went back for mass dance.
it was quite fun. but i hate the malay guys, minus Asyraf, from our class.
when are they ever going to understand that we're not b*tches?
we never were.
you guys never understood us in the first place.
i mean what give you the right to label us that way?
have you ever tried to know us further?
did we ever do anything wrong?
we NEVER talked about you guys in a negative way, but you always did.
is it difficult to just be friends?
we tried to, but you guys just don't bother.
those who you say aren't b*tches, they were.
when we, never did anything, you say we are.
wth is that?
you guys find it a joy to find the badness in someone, like you're so perfect. it goes to you, D***.

it's nice, ain't it?
to call us names when you don't know the exact reason why you do that?
you think we like being called those things?
we're not who you think we are, cause you never want to know further.
we tried so hard, to make things okay, but you guys, being guys, with such HUGE, ULTRA-BIG EGO, won't ever understand right?
all right, other than that, my clique & i walked home, talking about different topics, and laughing like mad women. (minus me.) :D[ im tired of waitin' ]