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Mira.
plain ol' jane.
a year older every september 30th.
for some reason, i love saying "Seriously".
the label in my heart is "2pm".
in love with music.
better off being taller. :D
&MUSIC
&SAY
laugh like you never laugh before.
&THANK you
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Saturday, October 25, 2008
2:56 PM
jalan raye. so, today, i went jalan raye with Syafiq, Fazri, Aishah. & first thing they said when i came out of the bus was, "maseh pendek". wtheaven kan? haha. we went lot 1, waited for azhar. if i knew, i could have just gone there myself kan? LOT 1 - My house - Aishah's house pandai sangat ah. haha. we waited for like 1 hour. let me repeat, ONE hour. waited and waited. like never ending. haha. & the guys planned to have a campfire? lol. boys will always be boys. in the end, we went to Syafiq's house instead. when we reached, Syafiq actually said, "tak boleh bukak tv tau. kalau bukak, jangan makan." haha. but obviously we ate, AND watched the tv. haha. none of us wanted to take the food ourselves. lol. pemalas kan? :D then Syafiq asked, "nak banyak ke sikit?" so i said, "sikit." Syafiq; "sure? mak aku masak sedap tau." Fazri; "dier cakap, banyak sikit la." LOL? then, dalam banyak-banyak cerite, we watch KUNTILANAK? grrrr. dah tau aku takot. sengaje betol. sorry eh Aishah, & Fazri, i squeezed you guys sampai takde space gituk. haha. i literally sank down the sofa. haha. & thanks to Syafiq for giving me many pillows. lol. it helps.. (sarcastic much? haha.) & it was so paiseyh that everyone was looking at me, everytime i was afraid. tak maintain, y'know? lol. so, after that, we went to Azhar's house. oh my gosh la, the pizza was super nice lor! & sorry ah guys, i know i'm very cerewet. haha. i just don't drink tea. idk why. even though his house was super close to my house, we went to Shasha's house instead. me & Aishah, sort of left the guys. 'kay, not sort of. we DID left the guys. haha. it's amazing how they managed to still find the house. (: so then, we went to Aishah's house. & Syafiq was like "baru sekarang aku pergi rumah dier sey." SYAFIQ WANTS TO MARRY AISHAH! lol. he said, "kalau la aku datang meminang dulu. then dalam 18 years old, we get married. okay jugak pe?' haha, something like that. he's funny ah. haha. after being rejected, yes rejected, by many houses, we finally arrived at Halima's house. she's good ah. even when her mother not at home, she let us in. 'cause that day, everytime we call, it seems like everyone wants to go out. lol. Syafiq & Fazri had their prayers and Syafiq asked Shasha, to take care of his things. the first thing he came back, was to count his duit raye. he said, one was missing, cause he didn't count out his house. lol. & SOMEONE CALLED ME CUTE! haha, 'kay. shall not elaborate it anymore. makes me so kembang. but i didn't then, 'kay? lol. on the way, Syafiq said "AKU? suker Amirah?" lol, HAHA. nak kener cakap kuat-kuat ke pe? takkan menjadi la. lol. then, we went to Munawwar's house. he SERIOUSLY slimmed down. & he can't rmbr anyone else but me. HAHA. proud ah. he didn't even rmbr Aishah, despite liking her before. haha. Syafiq tried hard & said "alah, yang most handsome time primary 4 dulu." oh please, like he's going to rmbr you. LOL. BUT, he knows me. haha. andandand, i was about to unconsciously sit beside Syafiq, but i didn't when everyone looked at me "suspiciously". haha. even he asked "asal korang nak dier ddk sebelah aku?" haha. that's why ah. then he started speaking to me so formally. haha. Fazri teased him about it, & he said "ni kan, adat Melayu". right.. haha. finally, we went my house. the LAST house. to think Syafiq & Fazri could be attracted to my sister? i mean, seriously, MY sister? lol, she's older la. haha. then, one time, when i came out of the kitchen, Fazri said "eh, dier dengar tak?" but i really didn't hear anything ah. haha. then Syafiq said "eh, ader orang nak kenal-kenalan ah. mintak number dier from Aishah." right.. lol. & he repeated a few times? haha, obviously, i don't believe kan. then, when we went off, Syafiq said "bye". & i said "bye" then Fazri said "kiss takde?" lol, FORGET IT ah. haha. wow, it's fun. (when you didn't know, certain things could change.) [ im tired of waitin' ]
Thursday, October 23, 2008
8:43 PM
 so, today, we (me, Shira, Syaf & Dhiyyah) were supposed to receive our prizes. our 8GB IPOD NANOS. yes, for FREE. haha. we rushed. then shouted like mad for tie. we met miss arliana. & i was SO surprised shahirah came late. (sarcasm rocks! lol.) we had to line up besides sec 1s. it was announced that we won 8 gb ipod nanos. WOWWWW! lol. sec1s kind of make noise. my hands was trembling. & since Shahirah wasn't there, i had to go first, & take two presents. since i knew Shira was at class, i went back there. everyone looked at me. omg, so scary luh. cikgu teoh congratulated. found & gave gift to shira. Syaf ask us to go back canteen. then, we took picture. REJOICE. we had our leadership training. & the guy called me Salmah/Sabariah? wtheaven? haha. & he calls Saklani, Little India. LOL. the surprise was that, we went to SANA. yes, just like that. without any prior notice. & we got a nice bag sey! like, really cool. then we went for a break, after a short briefing. we act as if people wanted to steal our Ipods. haha. then, after another short briefing about drug, being dangerous & there was certain rated pictures. after that was role play, & our group was chosen to go, cause of Divya's popularity. haha. i didn't want cause i had to act like a mad woman, who was dancing. the joke of the day. LOL. it was fun ah, seriously. & the malay guys took extra drinks for themselves. the CANS of drinks. haha. [ im tired of waitin' ]
so, it's the last day of school. i didn't feel anything. shahirah said khai not at school. so yeah, he wasn't cause he went for soccer training. so we talked with miss ana. thought we didn't bother to go at first. but we did. cause the movie the rest were watching was rather boring. then went down from the hall. we still managed to play in the rain. like i said, i love when it drizzles! syafiqah asked 06 guys regarding the practices or so. abeh tak kesah sey. tsk. tsk nak jumpe. took pictures with class thought a bit felt unappreciated. but took pictures with DIVYA. gonna miss you. i told you a lot of things right? till i cried, then you comfort me. (: we did the class cheers again! somehow, i feel like i'm going to miss them. it was so fun, & nice to think back, that we won again. we went down & did some poses (LOL?) and Silas took our pictures upstairs. so, Syafiqah, finally met Hafiz & Ridz. i randomly took pictures of them. LOL. then, i went for band & after what it seemed a long warm-up, we watched camp rock. it was super-fun! i actually sang along. LOL. & Alvina has the "what are you doing?" look on her face. haha. then we were dismissed around 6. (:[ im tired of waitin' ]
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
8:14 PM
so, today was the 2nd skating lesson. shahirah was SERIOUSLY irritating me about Han. situ Han, sini Han. LOL. but y'know, he said "bend your knees." & "jalan jauh-jauh." to me. haha. i didn't hear it. obviously, Shira did kan. she hear/see everything Han did. freak. lol, kiddin'. one of our "hunk" non-instructor, i mentioned, initially wore long sleeve, but when he was there, he changed to singlet. what was that? showing off? lol, haha. but hey, he was MR SINGAPORE. cool right? haha. so, we skated, & yeah, i DIDN'T fall. i repeat, DIDN'T fall. haha. happy giler. :D[ im tired of waitin' ]
Sunday, October 19, 2008
9:00 PM
it seems like we're drifting apart, maybe everything's a lie, this uncertainty growing from this tension, maybe i was wrong about everything. i shouldn't care anymore, when you don't. i'll just fall from my wings & never fool myself again.[ im tired of waitin' ] WE WON IPOD NANO! haha. 8GB somemore. i mean, like, WE WON? it was not like the video was a masterpiece or anything pe. in fact, we were giving up. we just finished the video, since we started it. :D rezeki jangan ditolak. so, today, was the In-Line skating. & the instructor was a striking resemblance to Miqdad. haha. i thought the two hunks that brought us there was the instructors. i bet if they flex their muscles, it would explode. lol. everyone commented to me, that our "instructors" were hot. haha. in-line skating was fun! but tiring. but painful. but aching. okay, i think that's all. haha. can't wait for the next one! :D[ im tired of waitin' ]
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
5:31 PM
nothing happened during sch today. while waiting for Lindee, i talked to Divya. well, she asked me certain things that became personal. while explaining, to think, i actually cried. ugh. weak. but yeah, thanks Divya, going to miss you next year. i felt a lot better that day. (:[ im tired of waitin' ]
Monday, October 13, 2008
10:03 PM
don't say you want to berdamai when that's not even the truth. we don't want to? we're being selfish? who's the one that got nothing to say for herself everytime we bring up the problem & just have to say "i'm not wrong". that's stupid. i was so stupid to even trusted you in the first place! you changed! even your primary school friends said it themself. oh, i don't care? well then, you don't know me.[ im tired of waitin' ]
Sunday, October 12, 2008
10:01 PM
seriously, i couldn't take it anymore. my dad keep on shouting, my mum keep on nagging, my sis don't care about me. at least, i thought i had friends. true friends. when i thought it couldn't get any worst, i lost them. i didn't realise how insignificant i was. to them. it gets so bad that even when i close my eyes, trying to rest my mind, i could still cry. it's all my fault & i hate me. i couldn't keep up with my dad's standard. i couldn't follow my mother's demands. i'm tired of always listening to my sister's reasons for not being there for me. i couldn't be half the friend my friends deserve. even when they alrdy think of me as a problem, they just kept quiet. when i didn't want to share, they would encourage me to let it all out. my sis always said the friends you rmbr, will be the friends you met in sec sch. & even i know it's true. they weren't just friends. they were what i thought true friends. in primary sch, i can't find any friends like them. the kind that i would share everything. the ones that would care for me. but guess, it was only my thoughts. someone said, "friends come and go anytime" but for me "friends come and go anytime, but best friends stay forever". it seems like i've lost everthing. those that are so close to me. i don't even know it would end up like this. guess i've put too much hopes. i tried many times to make it up, but, they don't seem to care. i treasured these friendships so much. i even argued with my mum that they were good friends. how could i not see this was coming? usually things change for the better. but this change, won't be. just going to end up with this two songs lyrics. Cheetah Girls - It's Over ;Four voices perfectly blending right from the start. Oh, I'm afraid that it's ending, and my world is falling apart. It's over, and I feel so alone, This is a sadness I've never known. How did I let the sweetest of dreams slip away? And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay. Promises made, not meant to be broken from a long time ago. Oh, so many words still unspoken, tell me how I was to know. It's over, (it's over,) never thought it would be. Why in the world did this happen to me? How could I let the sweetest of dreams slip away? And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay. I go round and round and round in my head, Wanting to take back whatever I said, (whatever I said.) No one was right, (no one was right,) We all made mistakes, (we all made mistakes,) I'm ready to do whatever it takes. Please, don't let it be Over, no, this is not how it ends, I need my sisters, my family, my friends. Don't wanna let the sweetest of dreams slip away, (the dreams slip away.) 'Cause if it's over, then the hurt is here to say. (Don't let it be over.) Please don't let it be over. Please don't let it be over. Hannah Montana - True Friend ;We sign our cards and letters BFF You've got a million ways to make me laugh You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back It's so good to have you around You know the secrets I could never tell And when I'm quiet you break through my shell Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell Cause you keep my feet on the ground [CHORUS 1] You're a true friend You're here till the end You pull me aside When something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night 'Til it's alright again You're a true friend [VERSE 2] You don't get angry when I change the plans Somehow you're never out of second chances Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again I'm so lucky that I've found [CHORUS 2] A true friend You're here till the end You pull me aside When something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night 'Til it's alright again [BRIDGE] True friends will go to the ends of the earth Till they find the thing you need Friends hang on through the ups and the downs Cause they've got someone to believe in [CHORUS 3] A true friend You're here till the end You pull me aside When something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night No need to pretend You're a true friend You're here till the end Pull me aside When something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night' Til it's alright again You're a true friend [3x][ im tired of waitin' ]
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
7:42 PM
SELAMAT HARI RAYA! :D[ im tired of waitin' ]
   HEYYYY! (like there's no other start) it's my BIRTHDAY, today. so wish me. for those of you who didn't, i shan't forgive you. haha. i rushed to JB & breakfast-ed at Singgah Selalu. haha. by the way, i finally wear my shirt-dress. (: my sister used my clothes sey! hmpf. never mind. everyone said i look better! haha. by the way, someone called me hari raya eve girl! cool huh? ha. :DD
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