Mira. plain ol' jane. a year older every september 30th. for some reason, i love saying "Seriously". the label in my heart is "2pm". in love with music. better off being taller. :D

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10:01 PM

seriously, i couldn't take it anymore.
my dad keep on shouting, my mum keep on nagging, my sis don't care about me.
at least, i thought i had friends.
true friends.
when i thought it couldn't get any worst, i lost them.
i didn't realise how insignificant i was. to them.

it gets so bad that even when i close my eyes, trying to rest my mind, i could still cry.
it's all my fault & i hate me.
i couldn't keep up with my dad's standard.
i couldn't follow my mother's demands.
i'm tired of always listening to my sister's reasons for not being there for me.
i couldn't be half the friend my friends deserve.
even when they alrdy think of me as a problem, they just kept quiet.
when i didn't want to share, they would encourage me to let it all out.

my sis always said the friends you rmbr, will be the friends you met in sec sch.
& even i know it's true.
they weren't just friends.
they were what i thought true friends.
in primary sch, i can't find any friends like them.
the kind that i would share everything.
the ones that would care for me.
but guess, it was only my thoughts.

someone said, "friends come and go anytime" but for me "friends come and go anytime, but best friends stay forever".

it seems like i've lost everthing. those that are so close to me.
i don't even know it would end up like this.
guess i've put too much hopes.
i tried many times to make it up, but, they don't seem to care.
i treasured these friendships so much.
i even argued with my mum that they were good friends.
how could i not see this was coming?

usually things change for the better. but this change, won't be.
just going to end up with this two songs lyrics.

Cheetah Girls - It's Over


;Four voices perfectly blending
right from the start.
Oh, I'm afraid that it's ending,
and my world is falling apart.

It's over,
and I feel so alone,
This is a sadness I've never known.
How did I let the sweetest of dreams slip away?
And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay.

Promises made,
not meant to be broken
from a long time ago.
Oh, so many words still unspoken,
tell me how I was to know.

It's over, (it's over,)
never thought it would be.
Why in the world did this happen to me?
How could I let the sweetest of dreams slip away?
And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay.

I go round and round and round in my head,
Wanting to take back whatever I said, (whatever I said.)
No one was right, (no one was right,)
We all made mistakes, (we all made mistakes,)
I'm ready to do whatever it takes.
Please, don't let it be
Over, no, this is not how it ends,
I need my sisters, my family, my friends.
Don't wanna let the sweetest of dreams slip away, (the dreams slip away.)
'Cause if it's over,
then the hurt is here to say. (Don't let it be over.)
Please don't let it be over. Please don't let it be over.


Hannah Montana - True Friend


;We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around

You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground

[CHORUS 1]
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend

[VERSE 2]
You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found

[CHORUS 2]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again

[BRIDGE]
True friends will go to the ends of the earth
Till they find the thing you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in

[CHORUS 3]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
Pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night'
Til it's alright again
You're a true friend [3x][ im tired of waitin' ]