Mira. plain ol' jane. a year older every september 30th. for some reason, i love saying "Seriously". the label in my heart is "2pm". in love with music. better off being taller. :D

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4:35 PM

i finally break down today
i don't even wish to talk about it.
basically, i was crying throughout the day.
& i didn't felt like going for recess or whatsoever cause i doubt you want to see my face too.
i totally really absolutely break down during recess.
gah.
went out of the class cause it was too noisy.

surprisingly, people do actually care about me?
i mean, i don't even know la. seriously.
during recess, Sarah & Farhanah tried to console me, but hey, it was allright. (:
after recess, Kak Suhaina, someone who i am absolutely not close to, asked if everything was okay? but yeah, a weak smile was all i could give.
i cried during the other lessons too, even during sastera.
i sobbed my way to the classroom.
Cikgu Manaf asked if i was okay, cause he said my eyes were red & all, but yeahh, i was okay. after sometime, he looked at me again & said "boleh ke awak kak? saye tengok awak saket je?"
so, the reason was because i was cold.
that wasn't it, but who cares la kan?
it was much worst during E Maths, & since i was at the back, it wasn't obvious at all.
when sch ended, waited for Syafiqah to give Ridzwan his book back.
Khai walked past & when he walked back again, he asked "asal dari tadi emo je?"
i just looked down, cause my eyes were wet, shook my head & gave a smile.
& he just look at me, then walk away ah.
but thanks, cause you showed that you care. well, maybe you don't, but yeahh. (:
then Hafiz or someone almost kick the soccer ball to me, & he tried to control it and all, & it really feels like i tried to look down all the way.
we learnt old sch hip hop, & it was quite fun.
but it was damn awkward at first, cause we had to pop & all that, & the volleyball guys were all infront, but yeahh. haha.
i love the last song.
we did our warm up to Miss Independent.
& most of us were singing it. lol.
it made me forget things for a while.
:D
tmrw, working on the choreography at bukit batok/boon lay.
& Asyur said i looked pale, but i don't think so la kan? haha. biase-biase aje.

& i guess, i'll just try to avoid you. just like how you run away from truth. so you'll be happy that i don't steal friends from you either. if that's the reason. well, i don't know. like i said, unreasonable. but i don't bkame it on you. maybe you finally realised, i'm not worth being a friend afterall. (:[ im tired of waitin' ]